062 // filtered to the infirmary doctors: McCoy and Martha (I play Denise too, so nothing for her)

Feb 03, 2010 01:21

Okay, I have to be honest here. I was ashamed to ask about this alone, but I don't really have a choice now. I will snap if I don't get help soon.

I haven't slept for more than a few minutes at a time since the last flood. That's, what...maybe a month ago? I can't do it anymore. Makeup won't hide it anymore, I'm getting sick, and I've lost a good ( Read more... )

haunted by the past, martha, mental instability, mccoy

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filter hyposprayed February 3 2010, 13:26:29 UTC
Libby, you're at this point because you've bee trying to deal with it yourself. You know sleeping pills won't take care of anything in the long run.

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filter thatlibbychick February 3 2010, 18:35:26 UTC
You do realize that there aren't any other shrinks here, right? If I can just get enough sleep, I'm sure I'll be able to fix it.

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filter hyposprayed February 4 2010, 02:25:44 UTC
I realize that a shrink who is in this bad of shape may as well be as much a danger to her patients as she is to herself. I hope that's something you realize too at this point.

Take some time off, talk to someone. We may not have other shrinks but I'm sure Martha or I could manage something. Drugging yourself isn't going to fix the underlying problem.

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filter - oh snap bad choice of words, since she's struggling with her flood-self D: thatlibbychick February 4 2010, 21:34:45 UTC
I pose zero danger to my patients! What do you think I'd do, take this out on one of them?!

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Filter thegooddrjones February 3 2010, 15:41:08 UTC
Libby, I think trying Snape's dreamless sleep potion should be the first step before this.

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Filter thatlibbychick February 3 2010, 18:37:07 UTC
I don't know how that works, and I'm not in any condition to be playing guinea pig right now.

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Filter thegooddrjones February 3 2010, 23:51:35 UTC
I'm worried about you, Libby. Really worried.

But I understand. It might not even help though, a sedative. You know that.

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Filter thatlibbychick February 4 2010, 21:30:16 UTC
I also know that if I keep going without trying anything, my last resort will be a gun.

I can't keep this up.

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