newburyport is the shit

[that_____girl]

why do people try to get off an airplane when it first reaches its destinantion port?  I mean, obviously its just going to cause complication and no one will be getting off any sooner...?  I guess i only wonder this b/c i have never been one of those people.  now if this makes a difference in a higher, more important light, i dont really know but

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[lil_c_m0ney_xoo]

thats atlantic for ya, and delray..and the whole state of florida. you just gotta learn that you cant trust anyone. and keep the ones you can trust! life sucks

its alright tho, everything will be alright+ it will all eventually work out..until then good luck

<33 bj

[that_____girl]

aww thanks bj yeah i know how it is. i just want things settled. i feel like so many times i was put out when i didnt deserve it

[lil_c_m0ney_xoo]

i no how you feel, and thats just how everyone is. they dont care about how much they hurt other people, it gives them the satisfaction like there better then you, and you shouldnt, anyone shouldnt have to feel like that, im not tryna put people out, but i think i got an idea of the group of people that your talkin about. from the way things are, doesnt seem like shits guna change, so just keep your head up and dont pay any mind to it.

♥

[that_____girl]

oh i am not reffering to a group. i think every group is the same. the only few people who tried to bring me down are too pathetic to be a grou p and they are all twofaced fake little girls who need to grow up and see what the world is really like.

i am learning to pay no attention. its a hard lesson being nice and all.

♥

[letsmakea_scene]

im sorry you feel that way.

today it slipped my mind that you were going out of town and i looked for you because i wrote you a note, and then when i was leaving school i was going to leave it on your window and your car wasnt there.. thats about the point that i remembered.

amanda, i love you and you dont deserve any of the shit you have ever gotten from the people at atlantic highschool. and i am sorry if anything i have done has put you down in any way. ♥ i miss you.

[that_____girl]

cookie
you have been nothing but nice to me
but the thing is while your life has been "falling into place" myne has been deteriorating even more. i appreciate the comment. but i just got tired of writing you unanswered letters and making unreturned phone calls. its your senior year your out and busy. and people like helen and groups of other people take priority over me. but i understand. its no big deal i would never think poorly over you and i wont be selfsih

[that_____girl]

p.s i have missed you for the last two weeks

[letsmakea_scene]

well actually amanda in these psat two weeks i havent hung out with helen, or even lizzie, i have been alone besides the 2 times i have hung out with gabe. so i dont know why you would think other people take priority over you, i know you didnt mean that in a harsh way but i take offense to that. and when you say that i have been nothing but nice to you, you make it seem like we arent even friends. if i had time to hang out with people i wouldnt be hanging out with other people over you, i would most likely spend a good majority of it with you. i just never see you at school and im always at cheerleading or work. i love you, and i have missed you too, but i just wish you hadnt interpurted this situation the way you did. ♥ call me when you get back from boston.

[zaina_baina]

way to put shit out! i <3 you, dont worry i dont think alex likes me either or maybe she just doesnt know me? eeeeeeeekkkkkkk i miss you come home!

[that_____girl]

i miss you and cookie so much. i hope we can all hang out when i do get home. i am sorry you have guuitar and law alone. well you have other friends but i am pretending you miss me! hha. <3

[anonymous]

mann cheer up. alex is a pussy and isnt gonna do shit except for talk. she doesnt like me either. hang in there youll get through high school. dont trust anyone and think about yourself for now on. fuck delray and fuck the drama!!!!

[that_____girl]

thanks. now mind you i am not trying to shit talk her i want to work it out. i want her to explain the horrific thing i did to her that made her be this way towards me but thanks for lookin out

ok

[f0und__happy]

You and your friends can curse me out, and cookie, you can even call me a dwarf

psh

[that_____girl]

ok now caitlin i didnt read the whole thing but i skimmed it and i saw one part that actually meant everything..YOU DONT KNOW ME. i know what shittalking is. shittalking is making up false rumors about someone like was done to me. not saying well they dont like me i didnt do anything, i want peace. i told amanda ryder that one afternoon as brittany stood next to us and stared and she asked why brittany and her friend were staring like that. and i explained how we were friends and then not. thats it

Re: ok

[letsmakea_scene]

well amanda pretty much covered anything i was going to say except that..

i didnt plan on calling you a midgit. and i am pretty sure i actually apologized "for any cruel things i had said to you" via internet.

the end.