Yay for combination and complex feelings ( Read more... )

So we were spendin some time together as a family before my wife went off to work, and she was reading one of those early "teach kids the basics" type books to our son.  What happened was something along the lines of this ( Read more... )

Thanks to Mandy-chan, I remembered I should probably do a little update as to how my weekend therapy session went.  It was at turns completely useless and very relieving.  It was nice to actually speak out some of my thoughts and feelings (Instead of just typing them out or thinking them) to someone other than my wife.  It was also nice to realize ( Read more... )

So, I've got a therapy session scheduled for this saturday.  With a therapist from the LDS Church.  Or associated with them, or somethin.  Anyways, so I've been thinkin a lot on my whole feelings on bein trans, bout how I would answer some of the questions presented to me, etc ( Read more... )

So this was a fun weekend.  Friday night was our bi-weekly game night, and my wife ending up feeling sick at work so she came home early enough to join us.  Had a lot of fun, but was both relieved and irritated that no one commented on the fact I wasn't dressed up (Yay for complex emotions ( Read more... )

Just to give you all fair warning, this is a vent by myself.  If you're tired of hearing my complaints about my life and such, feel free to ignore this.

So last week I threw out all my girly stuff.  Bra, panties, corset, and inserts.  This time I managed to keep from breaking down into tears, but it was still hard.  I spoke with the Bishop on Sunday ( Read more... )

So why am I not happy?  My wife said she would stick by me no matter what, even if I was to fully transition.  Problem solved, right?  Not quite ( Read more... )

All my emptiness, my sorrow, my fear, and anguish is now gone.  After the rousing little debate  in my last post my wife had to go to work.  Neither of us were really feeling that great as she left, but we bid each other a fond see you soon, as we always do ( Read more... )

I've been holding off on posting about this for a couple days, as my emotions were still high, and I didn't want to type something I would probably regret later ( Read more... )

So last night we had a family reunion at my grandparent's house.  Nothing big, just my Grandparent's children (Of which there are 4, but only 3 came), their spouses, and their kids, and of course my kids.  My little family fits a bit oddly into the whole thing, as my parents are the oldest of their families, and got married at a very early age.  So ( Read more... )