I don't post here often any more. I tried to use this as a way for me to vent my negativity and depression, but then I realized that there is no vessel big enough to hold all that I have. But for today, I push it aside and throw everything I have to hold back the bleak. Just for today ( Read more... )

I'm nervous about my approaching birthday. Maybe I'm alone with the thought that friends/family should plan your birthday instead of you reigning over your friends and dictating what is going on and all that shit. It's causing me anxiety to the point where I just want to lock the door to my room and ignore the phone ( Read more... )

I wish things were better. There are no words that I care to share because it's just me talking to myself, just me listening to myself, and just me answering myself.

I told my mother recently that I am hoping to survive this. I made sure that she knows it's not her fault and nothing she can fix. It's just how it is.

One day at a time...

i know i'm getting old when i second guess myself in commenting semi-vulgar items in an opening snarky and vulgar forum ( Read more... )

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I feel like this...


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Found a two bedroom place in Beaverton. not sure how I feel about moving to the West Side. I get the keys on Friday. Been 7 years since I have lived alone. Totally looking forward to that...

I just dropped $800 on my car to fix the brakes and fuel system...

FML

man i am liking this...

http://trailers.apple.com/trailers/universal/scottpilgrimvstheworld/

some of you may get this, others may not.

PS, i did not shoot this footage, but it's more of the idea of a children' choir singing this song.

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