It is pretty horrible having a new friend die so suddenly... I guess its also horrible that going to the funeral and having to listen to church people devalue a persons life by trying to sell ideas of eternal salvation and attendance at a church... "we will all see her in heaven." no you wont, you wont ever see her again, she is dead and gone... I ( Read more... )

I have been avoiding writing for some time now.  I want to write, but I have been trying to catch up on my reading and refocusing on learning. I have just plowed through about 5 books of material and literature in the past 2 weeks... topics ranging from coffee growing, chemistry, evolution, space aliens and robots, king Aurthur, ghosts, coffee, ( Read more... )

As long as I can remember I have used my dreams as a means to insult people.  For instance if someone that I didn't necessarily like came up to me, I would say "Hey person, I totally dreamed of you last night." I would continue with some contrived story but still try to come off as sincere as possible to make them feel special.  The insulting part ( Read more... )

I've gotta say I'm not really surprised by the lack of knowledge of these people.  Life is seriously passing them by.  Born, spawned, adopted, slaughtered, it didn't really matter how you came to be, or where you are.  We both know you are living a lie.  It is not so much a lie in the name of culture.  But, more of a lie in the name of personal ( Read more... )

Its hard to imagine these people, it really is.  I know they are there, their bodies moving, working and doing all the things that they should be doing.  I can see their faces, but not who they are.  That doesn't really matter.  I do not know how I got to this point or why it feels so comfortable, not knowing anyone.  Not knowing why we are all in ( Read more... )

Wow, its been a long time since ive written in this thing... Ive been so busy, my life consists of sooo much now i cant get enough time to do much, but when i do i usually just read to relax... specifically, Invincible... its fucking amazing, seriously... but man do i begin to hate robert kirkman sometimes, the dude is like the ultimate writer, ( Read more... )

So as you know, me the girl and luke all moved to milwaukee, so far its been a lot of fun, and we are meeting a ton of cool peoples.  Im working as a roasters assistant bagging up coffee, blending coffee, setting up cuppings of coffee, fixing broken coffee equiptment, and delivering coffee all over milwaukee... seriously the biggest thing i never ( Read more... )

Its amazing how much i twitter and never say too much... My grandpa died on tuesday morning and we had his funeral today, its probably the saddest i have been in forever.... He had parkinsons and dimentia and really hasnt been there for the past two years so im glad  that he isnt suffering anymore, but i just feel bad for my grandma, i always read ( Read more... )

i officially want to murder myself... the unicorns "i was born a unicorn" behind a crayola commercial.... mother fucker, i dont think i have ever been sooooo mad!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4OGYTgrV3Hg

Guts

by Chuck Palahniuk


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