Never doing Hospitals again....

Aug 14, 2013 08:44

Fuck. That was such a bad decision. I’m never visiting childrens’ wards again in public ( Read more... )

i really don't want to do this...., children, publicity, fans, media, hospital, exhausted

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kobanemperor August 14 2013, 16:17:28 UTC
It wasn't a horrible idea. It was very selfless of you. Those kids are probably overjoyed that you're there.

And there is nothing wrong with crying.

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tennis_no_ko August 14 2013, 16:20:27 UTC
I just....I feel so helpless. I feel like I'm back there in that bed hooked up to those damned UV lines again. Maybe it was selfless, but I feel like crap. I feel so useless, because there wasn't even some miracle cure for me that might help them. It was just sheer luck that I got better.

Maybe there isn't...but it makes me feel weak.

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kobanemperor August 14 2013, 16:29:05 UTC
You are not weak, Seiichi. Far from it.

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tennis_no_ko August 14 2013, 16:31:46 UTC
...it sure feels like it, sometimes....

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houtais August 15 2013, 04:24:00 UTC
My phone is always on, Seiichi. Call any time, even if you think I'm asleep. Especially when something like this happens. I don't know what I can do over the phone, but I'll always be there to listen when you need it.

[Screened]
I wish I could wrap my arms around you right now. That's a terrible thing to go through alone...

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Screened tennis_no_ko August 15 2013, 04:27:05 UTC
I...thank you. I just need to hear your voice in person. I miss you. I wish you were here too...

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houtais August 15 2013, 04:35:04 UTC
[Screened]
I miss you too. If I didn't know you'd be back soon, I would jump on a plane as soon as possible and join you.

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[Screened] tennis_no_ko August 15 2013, 04:37:34 UTC
I'll be back real soon. Just five more days. It feels like an eternity from this end, though.

...you know, I never thought that crying could hurt this much. I never used to care about it...now it feels like I've done something terribly wrong.

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demoneyesakaya August 15 2013, 13:48:16 UTC
...Buchou...

[ooc: Akaya has a sad now.]

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tennis_no_ko August 15 2013, 15:15:08 UTC
Akaya. H-how's your work going?

[ooc; Yuki has a sad too...but he doesn't want to make his kouhai more upset.]

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demoneyesakaya August 15 2013, 16:58:56 UTC
I'm taking a break. What hospital are you at?

[ooc: Kouhai cuddles are on the way!]

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tennis_no_ko August 15 2013, 18:33:59 UTC
Probably best to save that break, Akaya. I'm in Cincinatti, America.

[ooc: Kouhai cuddles foiled?]

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