#041 (Day...eh...) [Automatically filtered from Joshua, Aion and Jenai]

[tenmorehours]

...I guess there's no reason to count the days now, is there? There's nothing I'm counting down to, trying to delay. Mm...yeah. It will just make the time seem longer if I keep track of it.I think I'm doing better lately...I'm certainly sleeping better. I thought for sure the nightmares would never stop, but...I think I'm still having them, but

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[bound_by_time]

[tenmorehours]

I'm sorry! I didn't mean to post that! ...Honestly I don't think I meant to WRITE half of that! I'm sure you're embarrassed and I didn't MEAN to, I didn't WANT to talk about my feelings at all, even if I can't help but THINK about how much my heart hurts just thinking about how much I love--

Why do I keep doing this?! Is it the question curse again?? No, no, they're not all questions...

[bound_by_time]

H-HOW DO I EVEN RESPOND TO THAT!?! I'm going to KILL you! Saying that we've been- CHRNO!

[tenmorehours]

I KNOW! I KNOW! I'M NOT TRYING TO, I SWEAR!

[concept_killer]

Nice.

[tenmorehours]

Nice? This curse? You're kidding!

[concept_killer]

You really are an idiot.

[tenmorehours]

I know, I know. I'M NOT!

This comment doesn't exist, but he's facepalming xD

[monsterepellant]

LOL oh Doumeki XDDDD

[tenmorehours]

[fistsofjustice]

Mou, Chrono-san, that's really sweet. Except I don't think Rosette-san is going to like it very much . . . ^^;;

[tenmorehours]

You...you think it's sweet? Really? Y-yeah, I can tell she doesn't. That was supposed to be private!

[fistsofjustice]

Mm-hm! I can tell Chrono-san really cares about Rosette-san -- though I won't use the "l-word" for the sake of Rosette-san. ;)

That makes it even more sad, though, doesn't it . . .

[She reads through the rest.]

Mou! What's all the talk about dying and trades?

[tenmorehours]

She means more than anything to me. I know that's not the same with her, she has to save her brother, and I want to save him too, he's my friend, but if I could just make her happy...

O-Oh that. Man I don't want to talk about this but... Rosette and I had a contract. That's why she had the watch, it was her way to keep track of how much time she had left, and to seal my powers so I didn't take too much...her lifespan, I mean. Astral energy. I took it from--from her soul for my powers. Most demons can just use their horns for that, but Aion took my horns away so I...can't. We--demons--need it to survive, our powers use it up. So I'm...sort of stuck in this form, now that my contractor is...dead. Of course I...it drains anyway, just slower...but I should have some time left, still. I just have to be careful. Please don't worry?

[lyra_of_dust]

Wh-what-

I'm sorry... Chrno, if there's anything I can do to help...

[tenmorehours]

No I think I'm pretty much stuck spewing whatever I'm thinking today. But thank you! I do appreciate it! Maybe a bullet to the head...

[lyra_of_dust]

Oh...

Are you really sleeping with her?

[tenmorehours]

U-uh, w--

Yes, yes I am. But it's not for a twisted reason! She was just upset, because...because she died.