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[teknofaerie707]

I am really liking what i have going on in SF right now. I am getting sad about leaving. I am making good friends.

Am i trying to sabotage myself and my relationship...?

Maybe just a little bit.

Damn me --> stop trying to mess up good things.

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[charmed_im_sure]

Am i trying to sabotage myself and my relationship...?

Maybe just a little bit.

Damn me --> stop trying to mess up good things.

word for word, exactly how i feel right now.

are you going to boston? i've decided on SVA after all.

[teknofaerie707]

It sucks feeling that way doesn't it? Yeah, Boston it is. Like you - i chose the highest bidder. Ugh... Life. What is going on with you? How are you sabotaging (sp?) good things?

[charmed_im_sure]

i get claustrophobic when people love me. also, i'm so used to dating insane people that now that i'm not, i feel like something must be wrong. i instigate fights just because i'm bored. and nobody has ever been so good or patient or caring. my girlfriend is truly an angel.

and since i told her i wanted to move to new york alone, i have a feeling we're going to break up. slowly. painfully.