It'll probably all work out in the end, but this year is going to challenge me more than any other. The ironic part is it is all my doing ... mainly due to hasty decisions ( Read more... )

Why the fuck not?

So, it is hot in Los Angeles. Hot in a way that makes me wonder why not just live in Dallas where I'm guaranteed air conditioning. We've got 3 fans going at full blast, all windows open, and wearing as little clothes as possible. I finally understand why shorts are such GREAT ideas ... fashionable after the age of 18, no. convenient, yes ( Read more... )

How is one supposed to feel pretty when none of the dresses fit quite right?

Okay ... so I'm finally starting the fun stuff ... like organizing spreadsheets, choosing flowers and colors, and figuring out how to make creative combinations or approaches ( Read more... )

Maybe it is just getting older, but so many peple I know are getting married and/or having babies. At first, it was disturbing and overwhelming, but now it is kind of fun. I guess I'm starting to realize that we are all theoretically old enough to be taking on more responsibility while maintaining a youthful spirit. Hopefully for myself, it'll be ( Read more... )

Sean's book, "The Knot's Guide for the Groom," defines my state last week as "Wedding Mania" ... which is possibly true. I've been non-stop planning, crying due to parental conflicts and feelings of guilt, and obsessed with finding a site that is beautiful, affordable, and not pretentious ( Read more... )

It's funny ... it seems that when Sean and I bumped heads in the accident, we transferred our usual emotional states: Sean is now anxious, and I seem not have a care in the world ( Read more... )

So, 3 weeks ago today, Sean twisted his ankle severely while we were bouldering and ended up in the ER at St. John's in Santa Monica ( Read more... )

There are brief moments lately, when I stop and realize that I had just felt normal, like myself. I feel light and child-like, happy and carefree. I start laughing at myself. I love those moments, however brief ( Read more... )