...god mai friends are all ditchers...@.@ haha and seriously, it's like all of them ( Read more... )

oh wow. i've been way too depressed. so anyways ( Read more... )

urgh. i don't think i've ever felt this detached and bored in mai life. and i get bored a lot.
it's been awhile since i've hung out with people mai age outside of school.
but i guess that's what i get for acting like a 5-year-old.
i miss people.

*sigh*

<3

am i allowed to give up yet?

...something about the past week just made me very sad...james is witness to that...even talking to him couldn't cheer me up...sometimes i feel like such a hypocrite...just the things i say, i say them without even considering them...and i realize that a lot of may apply to me too, just not in the exact same way...and it makes me feel like a ( Read more... )

so today was quite possibly one of the most amazing days i've ever had ^.^ because i got to see JAMES!!! and hang out with a bunch of teh twins!!! *because all of us definitely haven't gotten together in awhile...* but w00t! sushi!!! god, that was probably some of the best sushi i've had in awhile...but i haven't had much sushi lately either...meh ( Read more... )

i think this will without a doubt be mai worst summer ever...i finally have people i want to see and i don't have the time. and during the almost 2 week break i get, i can guarantee that most of them will be gone ( Read more... )

waaaaaah! we're back! buti want to go back to canada! for some reason, i just love it there...mwa ( Read more... )

w00t! toronto!!! tomorrow!!! going with 3 of mai bestest twin-friends!!! *i will miss the rest of you dearly* wow...time flies...tempus fugit...we're gonna be juniors...ack! wow anyway, i'm gonna have fun, you aren't so HA. not really...i'll miss everyone but hell it's like 5 days and <3 to all! *yes kai kai, even you...^.^ and i'm so not that cute ( Read more... )

I was so happy when you smiled ( Read more... )

...watched all teh furuba episodes in one night...fell asleep through one of them though...and now i'm kind of depressed...it's crazy that a person could ever be that freaking selfless! then again, i guess it wasn't real...mwa ^.^ saw madagascar! *yay lemurs! muahaha ( Read more... )