Some philosophies fuel a belief in the self ( Read more... )

starting next week and till the rest of june (hopefully permenently) tuesdays thursdays and fridays i will always have off, and i will be working mondays wensdays and some saturdays as well as sundays. but i will be working the morning shift in cosmetics from 9 am till 2:30 pm. which leaves most of my days open from here on out, despite for a few ( Read more... )

yesterday hung out with heather and john... went to seattle. walked around at the arboreum. lots of trees... smoked some pot. picked up desirae smoked with her... thats pretty much basicly it ( Read more... )

i can do it. this is what makes me stronger. and strong enough to make it out of this alive. i thank my brother brody for reminding me ( Read more... )

so lastnight i fell asleep early- and without the help of tylenol pm, i dont know how long its been since that has happened. i had a nightmare, that i was living in a big big house with alot of people i didnt know. all that i remember about the house is that it was filled with horrible things and things i was afraid of. when it was time to leave ( Read more... )

went to folklife at noonish. took 99 al the way down to seattle with rosemary and daisy. ummm.. walked around for a while, bought a lighter from a phsycic. snuck one or two bowls inbetween the rain of cops. never seen it so bad there before, was rediculous... a crowd sitting right next to us actually got taken by a cop after one snuck up on them ( Read more... )

good times over my 2 days off ( Read more... )

work has been consuming most of my time for the past week or so. its hard, i sweat, i hurt, and i feel hopeless at time, when i feel like giving up when i still have another 5 hours in my shift. but theres something really amazing about comming home and lying on my bed after 8 and a half hours of standing and walking back and fourth across that ( Read more... )

my award ceremony went well ( Read more... )

hmm, sinco de mayo= fucked up wait caitlin at some random ass party. then fucked up with caitlin jessica and alex b. hella ghost rode the whip ( Read more... )