It's halloweeen. I'm hanging out with Asia in her room. She was sick and I took care of her. Now I have to go to bed so i can work tomorrow at noon.

Wahh I'm in college. Sierra reminded  me about live journal. So everything is going really great. Most of the time anyway. Homework was stressful at the end of this week but I just need to stop procrastinating. Friends are okay, I don't feel very close to any of them. I'm incredibly boring to them I know it. But what can I do? 

I had a really good night last night.
who knows where this will go.

I fucking suck at life.
kill me now please?

well I've felt just about every single emotion a person could the past few weeks.
but today was filled with amazing feelings, in particular.

I hate that I cry so much.
I hate that I cry over the stupidest things.
I hate that I cried in front of everyone.
I hate that I couldn't help it.

everything has been really great lately.
it's my birthday, I'm finally 16. my friends have been more than amazing to me. my family has been fabulous to me. work is going great and will hopefully stay that way. all that's missing is the boy. a boy. love. I feel bad for still wanting more in my life because I have everything I could ever ask for.

happy 11:11 :D

( my freshman schedule )

i am playing the role of Ross in the play Macbeth by William Shakespeare.

:D