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You know its been over 3 weeks since me and Courtney have hung out and its not the fact that I don't think she wants to see me, I know she gets busy and stuff. Though its just so unbearable. Though last week wednesday teh rocked off the hook, I went and bought 2 dozen roses and suprised her at work with them. That was pretty awesome. Well ( Read more... )

You know as of lately I just have this destinct feeling that someones been leading me on. And it doesn't help that it feels like I don't have a family anymore. Its like my moms just never there for me, my dads at work, and josh is at college. Yet its all my fault cause I'm "never" home... and thats a load of fucking shit if I've ever heard it. Its ( Read more... )

Yesterday was awesome. My grandma, grandpa, my mom, Courtney, Amanda and her daughter Mikayla all went to the Armada Festiveal. It was just fun in general... Except this Ferris wheel thingy... I hate those so much yet I still went on it with Courtney. And she kept rocking it and then she says "Oh I hope he stops it at the top" and what does the ( Read more... )

Ugghh.... I think I'll go put away the dishes.

Well overall today was a good day but it was so horrible at the same time. Its Courtney's birthday and my grandpa's birthday... Don't get me wrong I would have swung by my grandpa's by myself.... I just wanted to see Courtney so bad, I had a feeling I wasn't going to see her so I had to give her, her present yesterday after I took her to lunch. ( Read more... )

I seriously cannot stand this shit anymore, with not seeing Courtney for a week an a half, and Myself and my mom fighting its unbearable. I was supposed to see Courtney but now I can't because I got into a cussing fest and a few umm... very umm.. negative words flew out and they were directed at her. Yeah its just so damn stupid and unbearable. I ( Read more... )

Its a new day and thats about it. I went to the chiropractor today, got into a fight with some kid and threw my skateboard at him. Umm... I working on writing a book. Its really geared towards nothing which is the point but it has a lot of my own views in it.... Uhh... I ate pecan twirls today... I found out that Michaels Craft Store is a great ( Read more... )

I got 2 more tattoo's done sunday.

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Well everything is going awesome. I mean I can't explain much but its just awesome ( Read more... )