but couldnt you have said goodbye? i wish we could have said goodbye. i wish u and i were something real. i wish there were real things inbetween us. i love u man. just .

i need to change a few things like my journal my room and the way i treat my friends. guilt is the knowledge that we are imperfect. jd salanger wrote that. its good to remeber. jeshua told me that.

this is serieously freaky after i filled this out i was like wtf? http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1104551948hsx

new year- small entry. no one to be, with girlfriends in NJ, mike ditched me, bens in colorado with dre, hmm this sux im too selfish or proud to end it. i got rejected when i asked to tag along with someone. i called up friends i havent talked to in a while but they're all doing something. so happy new year! its gonna be a good one.

to make sense would require a lot of effort and a bit of recollection. Spelling capability and the imaginary ability to 'sound it out' have gone straight out the window. I took remedial classes when i was in third grade... what a lot of good those little sessions did for me. i think we mostly played with blocks anyhow and i had a full-blown ( Read more... )

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Im thinking about quitting my job. Its too much stress and i just want to live not work. anybody get me? hate that 80% of my life goes into my job. Life should not be that way. Or if it has to be, fine but i want to atleast enjoy being there. I want to runaway from life right now. Its getting way too real. I look forawd to sleep. Its dark ( Read more... )

i got this job that i was hooked up with from school. I loved it for a couple months or weeks. After a while I still loved the work and the schedual but i really started to dislike the people. (ex) my boss and the others. I work my a$$ off all day everyday im never late i never complain about the job im doing. But as of late, The licensed ( Read more... )

im having a graduation party today. Ive never had a party for myself... ever im not at all like (oh poor me) but ive never had a birthday party of any sort of celebration for myself so im pretty excited. I didnt organize it at all. I hope there is good music well actually i hope there is music period. I really should be thankfull i totallly dont ( Read more... )

"get up!", her perfectly annoying chirping voice shattered not only all silence but also the black blanket of comfort that was Caleb's slumber. "I'm up. I'm up.", he wailed. The ever so heavy blanket covered him once more and he retorted back to the nothing where he was safe in sleep. "If you don't get your lazy, lousy, little rump, out of ( Read more... )