Well my New Years was kinda retarted. all i did was play World of Warcraft. everyone else i know had somewhere to go. but it was alright, there was a giant party online anyway, so that was kinda fun. I hope Adam had fun, it was the last day he got to see his girlfriend before she leaves back to Job Corps, thats the only reason i wasnt pissed when i ( Read more... )

When it stopped, i thought things would get better, but alas, it gets worse. but i foresaw this. maybe things will improve... maybe not. i do not know.

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i talked to Matt, and he says that Nichole came up with her own conclusion. But i still have my doubts, i dont want to have doubts, but i do. i think its that if he truly trusted me, nothing that could have givin her those ideas would have escaped his lips. But because its Matt, I give him the benifit of being one of my ninjas, I trust him on this ( Read more... )

Well i do something i havent done in about 4 years. at 12:10(aprox) i decide to walk out my door and take a walk, but i decided to walk up to Rocky Butte. the walk is close to 2 hours going up from where i live. so yeah, i get up there about 2:00 and sit down on one of the little seats they have and start looking over this fair city of ours. i ( Read more... )

All i wanted to do was help...

I can do this
Its right there...
Its mine already
I just have to reach out...
Reach for it
I can already feel it in my hands...
I just have to reach for it
I wont let anything stand in my way
This time, i wont let No be the answer
I won't let this slip through my fingers...
My Time is Now

Well the past few days have been kinda fun. a few odd moments, but over all really fun. playing Violent Quarters is really fun when you remove the "game" part of it. your hands turn out pretty. i was lucky after that was over neither Niks nor Matt went after my hand at all, just each others which made for some pretty funny whelps in pain. but it ( Read more... )

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