Moving to West Hollywood in two weeks and possibly getting a job at VH1 !! Life is good.

Last night me and my roomie we're hanging out in south central,LA waiting for our friend to get off work. Out of nowhere 5 dudes on horses start walking down the street and stopped to talk to us. Keep in mind this is in the ghetto at 10:30 at night. My night was already totally weird (which i won't get into) but this just totally topped it off. One ( Read more... )

Sunset Junction was so fun this year. I got to see the Buzzcocks, which was amazing even though I some how got thrown into the mosh pit with fucking flats on. I got to see Namer who I love and hadn't seen in WAY too long. I saw a lot of other people I knew too. Some good, and some I REALLY could have gone without seeing ( Read more... )

My counselor and vh-1 producers are at my house right now. So exciting. Some of my roomates are gonna be on tv. So everyone watch out for celebrity rehab on vh-1 in January! haha..

I fuck up

over
and over
and over
and over
again.

when am I gonna get it?

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Sometimes when I talk to people from back home I realize how happy I am to not be living there anymore. Some people would really benefit from a change of scenery. People in general should stop being so dramatic. You'd be surprised how little people think and talk about each other and their personal lives. I use to think the world revolved around me ( Read more... )

I like drugs
The happiest time was when i was with you
Back home was hell
I regret a lot
At bedtime i can't sleep
Men are usually scumbags
The best feeling is knowing you're wanted
People don't usually understand
A mother fucker
I feel a raging headache
My greatest fear is looking as stupid as i feel
In school i failed miserably
Sportsare boring ( Read more... )

Look who's calling again as soon as they find out i'm living in Pasadena..

For someone your age, with your profession, you sure have a lot of time on your hands..

So in the past month my life has gone from being completely worthless, self destructive, depressing and pretty much hopeless to being somewhat alive again, and it feels good. I live in a beautiful house in Pasadena with a bunch of hilarious guys. I go to day treatment at las encinas and see Dr.drew everyday, haha. And I go to a million AA/NA ( Read more... )