*hugs* I know, darling. Believe me, I know. But you have to lean on others to get through this. If I hadn't had people here when Wolf passed, I would have never made it. As bad as I still am, if people weren't there...I'd be long gone. Please, if not me, lean on someone. I'm scared for you...
I'm scared for me too... I've never had thoughts like this before. I don't know how to deal with it. I'm so hungry but i'm so afraid to eat, i'm afraid i'll only end up in the bathroom... I'm afraid to get out of bed, i'm afraid i'll hurt myself or others. I'm afraid i'll do things I don't want to do but in the moments, I won't be able to control myself. I don't want to let you down, at least... even if you did the same for me. I'm still considering your deal, I'm just not sure if I can promise something that I have no control over.
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