even if you are a hardass..
if you stop drinking for awhile
then try to pick it back up
you will realize youve become a lightweight
FANTFUCKINGTASTIC

some things need to change
i know that

ive stil got it.

and then i decided not to waste any more of my time.

this weekend i learned that..

i have a fear of elevated stages
DTH has nice legs
RACH THE SNAKE likes beer alot
and RON THE BEAR is our team captain

i'll write a longer entry as soon as i remember it
here are afew pictures..

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ok people are funny when they drunk IM
i got a new polaroid camera today
lauren and i are having a sleep over tomorrow night
then we are heading out to dallas thursday morning
i miss stevo
rons band better be good
TR is in for a big surprise
im 99% sure im getting wasted this weekend
yes i felt cool when i said that
im losing my voice and i have a show this ( Read more... )

i went to cowboys in cutoffs with a beer in each hand at all times

im glad we are still friends?
anyways.. im a supermodel

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in the deepest sleep
i could find that perfect normal
keep the good tucked safe away
so they will never ever take it

in the clearest seas
calming blue green waves of clossure
i let my mind just soak away
so they could never ever take it

well i might sail away
to a far much better place 
where i cant remember my past
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i felt the
faint trace of thunder
rattle this old house
i saw the fire light the sky
but theres no sign of rain anywhere

i need a hurricane
to empty out this place
seems its the only way
to salvage any sense i have left
to move on

im waiting
to hear your voice again
and lighten up this heart
im holding on to stupid memories
but i see you in every little thing

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