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[tayissupahflyyy]

I'm going to do whatever it takes, I’m going to be what I crave and dream of so so much. More than anything I’m going to be what I want to be and what I think is beautiful, and what the rest of the world sees as beautiful as well. I’m going to be the girl who is very confident but at times extreamly lonely, and at the same time horribly insecure

Comments

[__kozmicblues]

Listen, I know you probably don't care, but what you're doing to yourself is horrible. Crash dieting and self-starvation is just making your body worse. It weakens your bones, muscles, and heart, and is depriving you of what your body needs to function the right way. Every day you do this, you lose brain cells and your heart loses strength. Taylor, I've seen your pictures, and you're beautiful just the way you are, and if nobody can see that, then they aren't worth it. What society sees as "beautiful" isn't real beauty. Beauty is not being pencil thin with bones sticking out everywhere. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and not on the scale.
Don't say I don't know what I'm talking about, because I do. I've been in your spot before, and I freed myself of it, and couldn't be happier that I did.

Please take what I said and have to say into consideration. If you ever need to talk to someone who understands, IM me sometime. xDisquietingMuse

♥Sarah

[thesilentline]

We are born with these images instilled in our mental cavities from the thousands of representations of positive starvation day after day. Perhaps we've all been disconnected and disillusioned towards these aspects of culture and social norms. It is your body, your paradise, and your precious priviledge. If it were up to me, I would have you do what makes you happy, though, perhaps questioning and denying (or accepting) these normalities would lead you to true happiness. Perhaps acceptance is the key to peace. I'd like you to smile and be healthy at the same time, but that is most likely not up to me. You are still a beautiful human being.

[al_ka_pwn]

you know if you really want to be all bones,bones,bones
start doing crystal meth
seriously

[tayissupahflyyy]

...yeah kevin, your advice is always the BEST.

wanna go drink and drive together!? its FUN...so ive heard.

thanks.

[al_ka_pwn]

lets go take some shots taylor

[tayissupahflyyy]

why do you act like this.
why do you even read my journal.
we all know you hate me beyond words.
just...leave

sup claw nose

[anonymous]

http://miss-watson.livejournal.com/99096.html

[wreckforhire]

run girl..... just run.... i swear that shit works....

[tayissupahflyyy]

i play sports year round.
field hockey, swimming, [skiing] out of school, and track.
& im still fat.
yeah =/