Thankfully no one comes here. Im as close to suicidal as I get. Which means I wont but keep thinking about inevitably dying. I stopped wanting to be better, I dont like being happy.

Hi, back again, guess what happened...

It happened again, a few weeks ago.

「Once again, I couldn't win」

Maybe one day I will too.

It's been, what, 4 years? I find myself here again as if taking refuge.

A LJ post has been the cause of the past couple major changes in my life, the past 3 years having been the longest chapter so far. The last 4 years were the worst and best of my life so far.

The next begins Sep. 19th, exactly 1 year after everything I had planned fell apart.

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