Comments | target_analysis: Trying to break da funk...

target_analysis

Trying to break da funk...

Mar 31, 2009 23:27

I've again lost all motivation to write as of late. Throughout these past couple of weeks, I have been stricken with livejournal paralysis. I haven't been able to sit down and write no matter how badly I've wanted to. I haven't been able to comment on the journals of others. I haven't been able to care. I feel myself breaking down.

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existentialism, relationships, deployment

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knee_oh_me March 31 2009, 20:59:52 UTC

): I'm sure you feel it more than me with the further distance, but I find when I try to make contact with people from back home, even family, I get the same response you had, barely anything. It's so sad that people are prepared to just let relation ships go. Also, I met 2 of my bestest friends online. I think people are more shy to let things out over the phone/in person, over the internet it's very different meaning you learn more about each other. (:

I can't really say much to help but I hope you feel more positive soon. (:

target_analysis April 1 2009, 05:17:20 UTC

I hope so too, but I know that I'll cycle back into not caring soon enough.

I've made a few great friends online. Meeting new people was one of the reasons why I made this new journal.

sugarblind March 31 2009, 21:19:16 UTC

It was an AWESOME day. That day in Philly helped my recovery as much as anything. You helped me to put my head back together. My only regret is that the day was too short.

I'm sorry about... all of this.

sugarblind March 31 2009, 21:23:55 UTC

Also, I just recognized your icon.

\m/ >_< \m/

target_analysis April 1 2009, 05:18:14 UTC

Saw a picture and instantly realized that it was icon worthy. I was hoping you would recognize it.

This Reminded Me Of You sugarblind March 31 2009, 22:34:31 UTC

I'm just gonna keep commenting. Just... because.

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Re: This Reminded Me Of You target_analysis April 1 2009, 04:28:41 UTC

Funny that you post that. Most people don't even realize that Raining Blood is 100% about kittens.

Re: This Reminded Me Of You sugarblind April 1 2009, 15:12:18 UTC

Well, I'll be damned.

Kitten blood? ~O_O~

impensada April 1 2009, 01:47:23 UTC

The relationship never officially ended, it just awkwardly trailed off...
hmm, sounds like all my relationships ever. At least you have the excuse of being in Iraq. Sorry about what you're going through, although I do think you're better off without her.

target_analysis April 1 2009, 04:33:16 UTC

Eh, with the way everything turned out, I'm sure that if she had a journal entry and everybody read it, people would think that she was better off without me. I did feel that Iraq was a pretty good excuse for my emotional aloofness... Heaven forbid, I receive a letter... an email, anything. All I had to gauge the relationship was the deterioration of our phone conversations.