Trying to break da funk...

[target_analysis]

I've again lost all motivation to write as of late.  Throughout these past couple of weeks, I have been stricken with livejournal paralysis.  I haven't been able to sit down and write no matter how badly I've wanted to.  I haven't been able to comment on the journals of others.  I haven't been able to care.   I feel myself breaking down.

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[target_analysis]

It happens. It's helped me put a lot of things into perspective.

[youthbrigade]

What a damn shame. Being so drained of everything, being unable to connect with anyone, all this pent up anguish & annoyance..among with countless other things.
It seems close to impossible to "make the best" of your situation. You can take solace in the fact that once this is all over, you'll never have to be there again, nor see those people again. It's pretty depressing that you have nothing much to look forward too, or even some decent rest. If only you got a day or two to relax, your head would be in such a better place.

It sounds like a typical fling, with a girl who didn't want to be rejected. It's good there wasn't anything solid there, it would have been hell to deal with it where you are. You didn't lose anything, obviously..but gained some of your mindspace back.

But yes, settling is no way to live. Emotions are awful, awful, awful things. You never stop learning. But you do become more interested in people who are up to your ever growing standards & avoid those who are not..instead of just trying out of obligation or

[target_analysis]

"instead of just trying out of obligation or boredom"

I feel that may unfortunately be true with this one. Started out of boredom. Stuck with it for too long out of a feeling of obligation. Ah well. We live. We learn.

[youthbrigade]

Very true.
Better to be alone, than with the wrong person.

[milinkalap]

I this was a great entry and I do hope that perhaps at least writing everything down helped. Unlike the other comments, I have nothing helpful. I'm sorry.
I can't believe someone would treat you like that.
I don't know if knowing a fair amount about me is so good :p But I do thoroughly enjoy when we get to chatter, even though sometimes I don't have anything to say I still like rambling about whatever subject we stumble upon.

[target_analysis]

Even our sarcastic ramblings are more than what I shared with her for many months.

[milinkalap]

well I'm glad you at least enjoy our sarcastic ramblings. :)

[oolie]

I'm glad that you finally wrote! :) I think it really helps to get things out of your head occasionally.

I'm horrible at offering advice and usually just as bad at cheering people up. But I care, so I'll try. You deserve better! Friends who keep in touch and a girl who's all about you! Anyone who lets you slip out of their life is crazy. I know we haven't known each other for that long but I would miss you if we stopped talking. You're a keeper. I've been in relationships that were purely sexual and in one with no sex. Both cases suck because there's little or no mental/emotional connection. Without that, it seems almost pointless to try. I'm sorry that you're so frustrated with your current situation. I can only imagine what it's like. Although I can relate somewhat to the repetitiveness. Not that that helps. Just saying..

I hope things start to go your way soon :) Let me know if there's anything that I can do to cheer you up! And I'm sorry if this comment makes little sense, I'm incredibly tired atm :P

[target_analysis]

You say nice things that make me blushy. =O

[oolie]

awww! *pinches your cheeks* hehe! I hope you feel better :)