I just got threatened with DEFRIENDIZATION on Facebook ( Read more... )

I'M ALIVE

( You'd think being a perennial loser, I'd be used to loss. )

Damnit, face. You've just reminded me why I never shave, but alas; it is too late. I MISS MY SIDEBURNS AND ALL THE FACIAL HAIR THAT HID THE UGLY :(

but really, I feel really fucking weird without sideburns to stroke.

I think I might go and hide or delete a few handfuls of journal entries, they're embarassing as hell to read back on and in some cases just make me feel pathetic. Heh.

I quit drinking sodas on Monday. I've been drinking water since, and if I want anything sweeter I just drink juice or milk. I'm also going to quit drinking after I finish this case of beer (there's only 4 bottles left in it). We'll see how it goes.

People like me have to exist, right? People like me make everyone else feel better about themselves. When I'm drinking rum, alone, at 5:30 in the afternoon.. you have to feel better about where you are. What you've done, what you'll do. I'm fine with that. I'm fine knowing that I exist to make everyone else feel like less of a shitheaded loser.

Puppy died. I was just fucking saying the other day how glad I was that she got home safe after being missing nearly a week about two weeks ago. She got hit by a vehicle today. Her body laid on the freezer in a plastic bag with her favourite toy draped over it for most of today ( Read more... )

( what the fuck, Pennsylvania school district )

Amazing! My dog's missing. Been missing for a day now, and I had no idea about it until this morning. We live across from the city park and when she goes out to use the bathroom she likes to go over there and play with kids, I imagine someone picked her up. I guess I'm going to print out some posters to put up or something, I don't know.