ahh..iight so I was having a fairly good day until I had to go and talk to him..God why the fuckk do I always do this to myself, he always just upsets me and he doesn't even realize it..ahh..I just don't know what to do anymore, it just makes me soo sad! =(..I really really hate this and I hate him..no wait I really don't I lOve him to death and ( Read more... )

umm lemme just say I feel special..lol..the only people that ever leave me comments on this thing is Dani and Megan but Dani's friend Teri left me a comment on my birthday entry either today or yesterday and I just noticed it..lol..so thank you to Teri for making me feel special..haha..I am such a major dork..and I'm really tired so I'll update ( Read more... )

ahh..I'm in such a pissy mood right now..I love how it seems I mean nothing..like what the fuck..I've been there for you through it all in the past year, I haven't gone anywhere..but oh wait I'm just part of that fucken black whole..but whatever..it seems you don't even care any more..its not even all about what you wrote in your journal..its ( Read more... )

There really isn't much to live for if you think about it.  The people you love most are going to die on you and your going to die too, although we may work hard for things throughtout the time we are living..whats the point?..we work so hard for things and then we die..I don't know about you but I find that really depressing!..Its like one day I'm ( Read more... )

- I may not have really known Mrs. Rogers but may she Rest In Peace -

Ayesha came up late Saturday afternoon and spent the night up here and then all of today..she left around nine tonight..Reech came and got us at 6:45 and we went to Kristi’s house and then we didn’t know where we wanted to go but in the end we ended up a Taco Bell cause Friendly’s was so packed and I was too impatient to wait!..lol..then Reech, me ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!..I decided to make this entry a different color than all the rest cause its my birthday..lol..umm so today I got up to see if we had a delay and sure enough we did, so I went back to bed..and then when I got up again to get ready I asked my daddy if he would drive me in cause it was my birthday and he said yes..lol..not bus ( Read more... )

Bord, so I did this thing ( Read more... )

just got home a couple of minutes ago from the mall with Kristi..we went to get each other presents but we didn't accomplish any thing..then we were gann stop at Mandees on the way home but she had to pee so we didn't..lol..so as of right now we don't have any birthday presents for each other..but tomorrow after school we're going to go to Mandees ( Read more... )

umm I just got home..went out with Kristi, Rooch, and Fed after school..we went to Kristi's and then out to get her some food..lol..umm me and Kristi might go to the mall tomorrow to get a present for her from me..lol..I have a really bad headache and I'm honestly not in a good mood, I don't want to be home around my mom right now and well the ( Read more... )