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[tantalized_kiss]

There really isn't much to live for if you think about it.  The people you love most are going to die on you and your going to die too, although we may work hard for things throughtout the time we are living..whats the point?..we work so hard for things and then we die..I don't know about you but I find that really depressing!..Its like one day I'm

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[babii_gurl16]

manda.. im sorry if i made u feel like this.. im a shitty freind.. im sorry

theres been so much change in my life and its so confusing
but dont ever think that i will never love u
bc ur my #1 love ever.. over everyone
including my family (xcept my brother bc u know how me nad him are)
but i mean manda im really sorry and i rlly want to hang out more
i love u and miss u
dont hate me!

[tantalized_kiss]

ya know what I really don't care any more I'm so sick of it. Yea I do have a group of friends too but you always came first and ya know what that isn't the case with you..You act different when their around towards me. I just don't care anymore. And honestly that other journal entry was about you, it is changing..I just didn't want to start anything then so I lied to you and said it wasn't about you..but now I rather you know how I feel so yeahh..

[babii_gurl16]

how can u not give a shit?? how did i act diffrently u barley talked i wante du to meet my freinds u said u liked them i wanted u to like them so that if they came over i culd invite u along and u could be with us and have them as freinds also! i love u 2 death amanda.. i know shit is changing but i dont want u to hate me bc of it.. i still love u and u do come first!

[tantalized_kiss]

I didn't really talk cause I don't know them..I'm not the type to jump in and talk to people I don't know..I'm shy, I can't fucken help it!..I was as nice to them as I could be because I was just soo shy..And I did like them, they were nice. And you did act differently you HAVE been acting differently lately.