Erik is away all week on a stayaway. I fucking hate his job. You look at him and think, "This guy does NOT do concrete foundations for a company owned by the Finns. No way." He's super, super intelligent and 5'8" and skinny. No way is he the construction worker type. I wish he'd just get a restaurant job like me so we'd have a similar schedule and ( Read more... )

sometimes i want to quit
and just be normal for a bitSo life isn't working out so horribly after all. Last week I worked just six shifts at the OG and made around $460.00, which is WONDERFUL because now I can actually afford to pay my college tuition ( Read more... )

So Erik keeps telling me he thinks I need to just bite the bullet and become a server, so I applied to every restaurant in my area and I've had a few interviews, but no job offers. No one's hiring right now. All the goddamn college kids want their summer jobs. I don't really blame them ( Read more... )

I'm just chilling at my parents' house, on my dad's computer, listening to a great song by a band called Atmosphere, "Say Hey There". Definitely a strong recommendation on that one.

Story is, I'm waiting for my boyfriend to call me. Erik. Sweetheart.

Sometimes you make me feel like such a prick ( Read more... )

Just a little update about the here-and-now. Yesterday Erik texted me in the wee hours and asked if I still wanted to go over and have sex, and I said yes, yes I did. So I woke up at 6 in the morning and got some coffee and went over to his house until about 11. I got a bit emotional from stress and I was a little mean to him when he tried to ( Read more... )

"Hey Claire... it's Joe. I'm free until 10:30 tonight, so... give me a call ( Read more... )

Look who's back. It's been a crazy journey. I moved in with Andy in a Jaffrey apartment for three of the worst months of my life. He dumped me five times until I had enough and left him about three weeks ago. He freaked out on acid and almost died, trashed the apartment, hurt himself badly, and was found in the bathtub covered with blood and a ( Read more... )