So its late, but I am not bored, I just decided to post a little something something since no one reads this. I have actually been happy lately, it's new, I know, but i'm getting used to it, and god damnit I like it. Tommorow I am giving a couple of random girls guitar lessons, that will be a new but exciting experience. Thursday I have a job ( Read more... )

I am so sick of waiting for someone to not say no

damnit. I need to be liberated, in multiple ways.

I have such a bad pounding head ache, which i never get. I'm actually kinda pissed at somebody right now, i called and left them a message yesterday and they haven't repsonded in any manner. I hope that their phone was fucked or something and just didnt recieve it, which has kind of happened before. But just in case its out of spite (which would be ( Read more... )

livejournal>myspace cuz i don't feel pathetic writing shit here. THere anyone can see it, here it's only good friends. It's quite the bummer now that i realize i have a mere 3 hours left of my break; i haven't got shit done, but i'm really not in the mood. I think if things are ever gonna change for the better, that means i'm gonna have to start ( Read more... )

this holiday blows

Soo i have digital video camera which takes pictures and works like a charm so i'm excited to carry that thing around EVERYWHERE. I fucken hate how i get productive at night, yet suck at waking up in the mornings. TOmmorow i should be having a mini band practice, and i neeeeeeeeeeeeed it. I havent played guitar intimately in far too long. ( i dont ( Read more... )

I missed school today so i could sleep in from all that history day last night. i was up till 4:30. But you know how fate is, i'll be at school tonight anyway for mock trial. hella lame yo. I need to a good show soon seeing as i will be missing the next few i was scheduled for. If anyone actually reads this, go to my myspace and somehow find my ( Read more... )

damn, i haven't done one of these in a loong time, but i need to i guess. Tommorow is gonna be a big day, and i hope with all my heart it goes well. But i am so discouraged for many reasons, and there are many reasons i shouldn't be, i don't know what i'm misinterpreting, or not taking literally. errrghhh. This is the most in depth i'm going to go ( Read more... )

today was not a good day, i have never felt so used.

maybe i just took it all wrong.