damn its been 39 weeks since i've updated this thing ( Read more... )

i am starting to take care of myself a little better and its showing. i look healthier and happier than i did only two months ago.

proof:

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if you dont join my AIDS Walk 2007 team.

Guys pleaseeeee join my team, i need all the support i can get ( Read more... )

jesus christ, i'm in the friendzone again.

two guys, two months.

i'm feeling very rejected.

is a really cool kid.

i think we get along swell.

dot dot dot.

"Ya but i came to terms with your insanity a long time ago, you are really cool and extremely nice but your crazy as fuck- its a fair trade off."

if i'm so cool and nice, why do you like her more than me? why can't you just like me back? why do i instantly turn into a psycho jealous bitch, because you're happy?

this is childish.

i want my way.

The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart
The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

"You never say, 'I'm gonna fight you, Steve." You just smile and act natural, then you sucker-punch him.'"

i want to live my life like Steve Zissou.

well, i guess things have been getting a little better. i've been going to meetings every day again and i'm really trying this time, i guess. my toothache however has been a disaster, i suppose i'll go on tuesday and have it pulled yuck. BUT the main point of this post is to inform you guys that I WILL BE IN ARIZONA TO SEE ZAPPA PLAYS ZAPPA and if ( Read more... )