Bastien walked away from Nick and Gwynnie. He didn't dare look back. He couldn't betray what he was feeling. He wanted to look at Nick again but why? Nick was just some guy. Jesus a guy! No he could not look back. He didn't have those sort of feelings. No way not happening but God Nick was tall and muscular with dark hair and sea blue eyes. He was ( Read more... )

Philadelphia, a new start for Nikolai he needed that. Nikolai needed to finally be able to settle into a new place with a new job and maybe finally feel accepted. His 30 year old self sure hoped so. He had left Ukraine 5 years ago and still hadn't felt the way he did when he was home ( Read more... )

In this while I am writing I probably will be talking to myself but don't worry I am not that insane well I would like to think I am not..LOL ( Read more... )

My first journal entry was in 2003 and I forgot I even had written it. It was kind of funny to re-read it. I went on in life and stop writing and forgot what I really wanted to try to do. I guess life happened and my life didn't change for the better. It just kept going in a blur with no relief in sight until I decided I wanted to live life for my ( Read more... )

Loving someone is a known fact of life. You think of nothing else but that person. That person is the one. The one you will marry. The one you are destined for. The one you have waited your whole life for or is it? I thought so. I remember every feeling, every detail of that first encounter. A friend from school had invited me to a retreat. I was ( Read more... )