Yesterday I decided to write up all my sister's journals and self publish them. I have a few handwritten journals and of course, her life journal.

I started with the first one I had, from 1995 and she was talking about how she never feels peaceful, and said 'I'll probably die in turmoil."

And she did. She did die in turmoil. She was paranoid and ( Read more... )

Sometimes, like right now, I miss my sister so much I can barely sit still. What I wouldn't give for the ability to see her again ( Read more... )

I really miss my sister. I am really sad and struggling tonight.

Well I have officially lived longer than my sister. She deserved more time. I should be able to fix this.

Hey guys it's canon that Harvey and Mike are cool with walking in on each other peeing. They are comfortable around each other's penises.

Me and my sister raised each other. When I was 6, Valerie 8, our parents divorced and my dad moved out. When I was 8, and my sister 10, my mom got remarried and we moved away. Our stepfather was an asshole, and I think the trigger of some of my sister's issues. We learned how to be scared, how to be tense, how to be upset but quiet, how to keep ( Read more... )

Valerie wrote this about Abby:

Condolences

It's hard to hear you say,
"I'm sorry for your loss,"
When, without exception,
I'd trade your life for hers.

Tags: abby, poetry

I wrote a similar poem, but it's called "I hate all of you"

When Valerie and Mike decided to split, apparently I said this ( Read more... )

From Valerie's journal ( Read more... )

More motivation to write up her journals, and some of her stuff from LJ ( Read more... )