Life is just so fucking hard. I figure no one really can grow up because it is impossible to be okay with losing things. Temper tantrum over something so uncontrollable as life. I laugh. I laught at how everything is so goddamn cruel. What is something that I can count on? What will always be? Fuck the rocks, fuck the oceans, fuck the sun, FUCK. I ( Read more... )

This is to record the most significant day in my life yet ( Read more... )

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The degree to which an experience is perceptible, distinct and forumlated is directly proportional to the degree to which it is socially oriented.
- Volosinov

I love you dearly

And so it goes...
Time never happens in time,
It seems.

I is, should, were...
You there, could be.

And so it goes...
Past controls the present,
And future never comes.

But, then
Thy wished fits!
Yet, thy inspires.

Alas, one plus one- two.
And infinity
Just one.

And so it goes...
Is always were,
Was always am.

It seems.

I should learn from the ancient trees: that anger and noise yields nothing ( Read more... )

We weren't so alone with the flashes of ( Read more... )

This birthday weekend, despite the clouds, cleared my head on many issues. I think to the days, to the self, before Zhi and I wonder what happened? How did I lose myself so fast? Then I remember a wise saying that what you are is what you think about it in the day. When I begin to focus on other people I forget about the things that I live my life ( Read more... )

To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others; To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition; To know ( Read more... )