Comments | tainted_x3_love: Life's awkward.

tainted_x3_love

Life's awkward.

Feb 21, 2006 20:32

I always seem to mess things up, well not always, but just weird things happen to me. I'll run into people that I've had wierd moments with, and not know how to react. I'll make a fool of myself. I do worry too much, and I wish I didn't, but I always have this need to be accepted I guess. I mean I stand out quite a bit and if some of you knew me, I ( Read more... )

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___murderwaltz February 22 2006, 07:59:04 UTC

yeah, man, you've just gotta deal with what you get slapped in the face with, sometimes. and though its hard and gets old real fast, its all you can do. i mean, there is that other option of just saying, "ok. fuck this." and get up and out. give yourself some new reasons to get up in the morning. know you're loved. know theres more out there and you will soon enough be part of it. this is just a time of development. shit like this you will find useful later, cause if you werent to go through these trials and all the bullshit, what kind of person do you think you'd become? shit like this can only do one of two things to a person: kill you or make you stronger. i believe in you, kiddo. ♥ cheers

- tainted_x3_love February 22 2006, 12:44:25 UTC

I'll try and use this for positive development. Thanks.

nycali February 22 2006, 16:53:13 UTC

i know exactly what you mean, I think everyone goes through this at some point or another. usually we hide ourselves to fit in with people who we want to be accepted by. i wish i could give you advice but i can't think of any at the moment :( so there isn't a single person that you click with or are you just saying it's rare to find?

-- tainted_x3_love February 22 2006, 18:56:41 UTC

Well what it is...truly is that there are just these people I'll see at my school, and I'm just really friendly by the way. Everyone knows me as "the person who will/can talk to anything[anyone].

I'll go up to people [conveniently usually], just say hey, or I've attempted to get ot know people and it's like they just stay away. I don't do anything psycho at all. I'm just open and friendly. It's just hard. My family's all like this, and we really notice that this region doesn't seem to be as much of a friendly region.

So basically, yeah it's rare to find people I really click with, and when I do, or when I'm interested in befriending certain people they don't seem to care much.

Re: -- nycali February 22 2006, 19:21:08 UTC

ahh, i misinterpreted it as you were shy and had a hard time clicking. I know what you're talking about, though, if you lived somewhere more diverse i'm sure it wouldn't be a problem. I really wish I could help in some way :(

Re: -- tainted_x3_love February 22 2006, 19:23:23 UTC

Well sometimes I can be a bit shy if I'm on the spot, like with guys I have some interest in without knowing them first, or if they're much older or just look intimidating, but overall, I'm not shy lol.

and thanks for replying.

Yeah I guess it's something I have to manage with. But it's nice to just write it out, ya know?

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