Life's awkward.
I always seem to mess things up, well not always, but just weird things happen to me. I'll run into people that I've had wierd moments with, and not know how to react. I'll make a fool of myself. I do worry too much, and I wish I didn't, but I always have this need to be accepted I guess. I mean I stand out quite a bit and if some of you knew me, I'm sure you'd agree. I just...I don't know, I'm very eccentric.
People in the region where I live aren't used to my kind of personality, so it makes it extra hard to really click with people and meet new ones. Everyone I desire to be friends with isn't so "gaga" to be friends with me back. I had another strange experience tonight as I was dining with my neighbors.
Sometimes, I'm just so tired of being push away by strangers. How do they ever expect to meet people? How do they ever know if that person is or would be an incredible friend? It's just so difficult...
It makes me self-deprecate myself, so much.
People in the region where I live aren't used to my kind of personality, so it makes it extra hard to really click with people and meet new ones. Everyone I desire to be friends with isn't so "gaga" to be friends with me back. I had another strange experience tonight as I was dining with my neighbors.
Sometimes, I'm just so tired of being push away by strangers. How do they ever expect to meet people? How do they ever know if that person is or would be an incredible friend? It's just so difficult...
It makes me self-deprecate myself, so much.