I can't beleive that I am a sophomore in college, where has the time gone? I am a lot different, and taking pictures of me, i am smiling more. I still have my days and struggles but I am happy. I got to see my dad for a few days and that was great. I got spoiled lol, and i am someones little girl :) no attachments when i was given money. He only ( Read more... )

So its been a while since I updated. Things are going, have some days that are not the greatest but that is life. I found my father back after exams and that has been truly interesting. I finished the semester with some decent grades, even while having virus/ flu, what ever it was to knock me sleepy. I got a phone for Christmas which is something ( Read more... )

finally finished the semester thursday! i have a c-, b-, b+, and a+. I worked really hard in calculus, but i guess my disorginazation got in the way. data analysis was on it's path to killing me, and i was deteremined to get an a on my bio exam, and i did, only the lab grades weren't too hot.. but it is what it is. Now i finally think I caught up ( Read more... )

So it is the end of my fall semester at college. Things have been crazy but thats life. My anemia has reared its ulgy head, along with my lungs feel tight, just like they had when i had the flu last year, and yesterdays paleness, and fatigue, along wtih random muscle aches are probabyl a clue, but anyhow I am thankful that it is not repeated ( Read more... )

So, as exams are coming closer, i will have more free time, and I had decided to pursue finding my biological father. I finally found a picture that looks like him, with the lazy eye and all, and hopefully he responds to my message. After finding out my mom had told so many lies, I am ready to start my own life, and also get some answers, I might ( Read more... )

So wierd having issues sleeping well, getting up early, thought last night was sort of wierd for me, I was apparently restless cuz i woke up in some odd positions, and woke up at 5:30ish, and I am stopped up, my ear hurts and I am worried about my tests today, oh boy, and my tongue hurts from where I clench my teeth and my braces are rubbing ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving has been real great this year. As much as it is weird to be somewhere different I am happy :)... I got my assignments and problems and what not done for data analysis and reviewed some calculus, got my spanish oral ready for thursday!!! so it has been successful break... surprisingly no crossover on gluten, and managed to eat gf. If ( Read more... )

Since, I am stuck on campus for awhile I figure I will journal ( Read more... )

So today been really decent except for one thing. I found out that my friend is being bullied, and to think that yea, this is college, really is that necessary? I never really been bullied, but abused by my own mother... and it's hard to be put down. But why can't people who don't like certian people just ignore and not associate with those ( Read more... )

So, got my grade for cells and mc's. I have a 79.6, granted I know that is w/ out the last ten pts, dropped test, and lab reports, but I just want to do well... I am frustrated with being smart but my grades are merely average :/ I am also lucky to be making a c in dr woods class, if it weren't for doing a survey for extra credit i would be failing ( Read more... )