Home alone again. I kinda feel like that's all there is. Like I'm just buying time until I am left home alone. I hate being here by myself all the time. I almost wish that I was too busy for anything fun.. because at least then I wouldn't be so god damn lonely when nothing was going on.
I thought I would feel better today, turns out I was wrong. I feel like I'm being pushed to the side.. and the only thing I want today is the thing I won't ask for.. God, this sucks.