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the emptiness that i let you rattle around in--was it too lonely, too stagnant? is it that i didn't offer you enough heat, enough passion, enough of a reaction, enough agitation? your voice was always pitching up and down. solemn lows, eyes bulging with gravity, or eyes narrow with joy, laughing--i didn't try ( Read more... )

When it's all over I'll let you know[Phoenix: If I Ever Feel Better]

They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to denyI'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control

They say love ain't nothing but a sore
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cold dreary little hail storms snowflakes freezing rain drops gray skies muddy puddles lowered faces searching for the sun but regardless it is clear in the cool air the little birds chirping the warmth in my heart--Spring is Here.

weak people they ( Read more... )

When I was in high school this window was a refuge for me. A place to come back to after feeling alienated by classmates, and a place (though not this journal) where there were people waiting for me. Lately, though, I only see this screen when I'm at some impasse--and there's nobody waiting for me here anymore. It's like I come here to evaluate how ( Read more... )

I love glass.

explosions are really never as awesome as you rile yourself up to believe

I keep forgetting that I am where I am!

well here it is ( Read more... )

i've been on a computer less than two times in the last two weeks. ever since school let out, and i didn't have to be online... i just haven't been ( Read more... )