(Regular Text format, so I'm not going to bounce it ( Read more... )

I'm really all lone now....too quite, no kids.

River dad, thought I was too much of a worry wart and up tight. I mean I couldn't find him and he went out with his ladies friends and River spent the night. The forwarding number I have wasn't were he was.....I had his daughter and never in my life have I been around a Diabetic or Care for one.

I ( Read more... )

Last night was rough - River and her dam espoides of 'I wish I was normal, I want what everyone else eats.' She does get everything the I get but in moderate portion to fit a well balance diet....

Raymond is my most picky eater and he eats fast and then wants to go play...I have to stop him and make him eat more. He inhales for the playing is ( Read more... )

River Carbs......She took 5 units with out asking me what I'm cooking.

She now on 14 carb per Unit.

Chicken Dish = 24 per cup....she nipple and it was a cup.

Corn=14 g per 1/2 cup She said she took 2 teaspoon

She wants Cake tonight....thats....35g

Frosting = 20g per 2 teaspoon

Ice Cream = 16 g per 1/2 cup

Blue berry Syrup = 54g per 1/4 cup

Total ( Read more... )

Well Kids are asleep! My son has an ear ache, poor baby.

My daddy called me, to make sure I’m ok….I haven’t called him in awhile and he was approach by an old friend of ours that was asking about me.

Josh’s parents, they gave them my number and they call right before I called my sister to bitch her out.

What a weird and odd feeling I got ( Read more... )

This morning was fuck up!

I didn’t here the alarm at 5:30am, Emily woke up from her alarm that goes off at 6:30am and she came and woke me up.

I was in pain when she woke me up! I was so swollen; I couldn’t bend my fingers or move my legs. Sharp pain shot up through my small of my back. I try to get up and get to my water pills but couldn't. ( Read more... )

A flash black,

It was my birthday and I just turn 19 years old, I was on my second year, no longer was a Blue suiting new be CCC member with the CDF. It was my first apartment with Josh.

I live by this Agenda Pocket Calendar…..I was young and I thought I can take on more than I can chew.

What cause this flash back? Folding this one shirt ( Read more... )

Battling my mind and stress -

Break One,  Competing against that Frank (my target and outlet, sorry dude as Riply would say on Alien Resurrection - YOUR in my way. ) he needs to fix that first line in his poetry that he just written. It just doesn't click smoothly into the second line. Don't take my word for it, Im just emotional cluster fuck of ( Read more... )

I’ve been busy with the legal stuff, I’m starting to loose focus do to the stress with in what I have to do.

I feel like August 26th is coming back as a living nightmare…..we are doing take on the parenting plan with the Guard AD Litem. I’m stressing over it, but I shouldn’t. I have a very knowledgeable attorney and I have faith in him and he has ( Read more... )

Sage the Spider Dog

Sometime in the wee hours in the morning I know it was between 4am to 4:30am.

Howling, pounding at the laundry door, Jar Jar was literally jumping at the door, causing the door to bounce and I got up, naked as I was first born. Trying to find something to put on, after putting on a shirt Jar Jar finally bounce the door open. ( Read more... )