Story: (Absentminded) Where We Belong 7/?
A fill to THIS PROMPT even if not posted in the spnkink meme
and a story written for liverpool46
Tittle: Where We Belong
Supernartural RPF
Pairing: J2, JDM/JA(*), JDM/?
kinks Jealousy, ABO, possible Mpreg, non-con/rape(mostly implied), characters death, love triagle, angst, happy ending.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3 Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
***
“Jeff?” it was Jensen on the phone he had left less than six hours ago!
Don’t get him wrong, he loved Jensen. Jeff loved Jensen the way love stories tell you you should want to be loved. Like that stupid song says; truly madly deeply.. but just… six hours man…!
“Sweetheart..?” he was about to say that he should be sleeping but the grunting on the phone surprised him. “Jay?”
“uuh… yeah…” Jensen sounded out of breath and scared. “listen…”
“Jensen, are you okay?” the heavy panting in the back of the line left a knot of worry on his chest.
“Uhh… yeah?” was that a question? Really? “Jeff, promise me you won’t get mad?” Jeff told him he was starting to worry. “Jared is back… with his mate, they’re both at my house now…” Jeff felt something curl in his stomach, that idiot!
Things with Jensen were not perfect, it was like they were always walking on eggshells; doubting and getting angry over nothing, even if after a couple hours they were cuddling and promising they won’t fight anymore; and all that started with Jared.
“Jeff? Are you there?”
Jeff shook his head to get rid of the anger he felt. “I’m here, come again? Is he back?”
Jensen let out a sigh; it was obvious that Jeff’s anger had sipped on his voice. “Well…. That’s what I said he needs my help Jeff I can’t just kick him out when the other guy is feverish and with an infected wound!” he said angrier than he should. “You heard the guys from wildlife… if they found them here, they’ll send them to a zoo or a lab, help me out!”
Jeff wanted to throw the phone down and go to bed; he had so in love with Jensen; always wanted to be with him, always wanting to take care of him, and protect him…
Now all he wanted was to ignore the man existed… and he felt like a jerk for it. “what do we need?” he said already getting up and slipping his pants on. “an ambulance?”
“Someone to translate? Someone that’s not mom?” Jeff scrunched his face holding the phone between his shoulder and his ear.
“I’ll find someone.” He said and got a shirt n his way to the door. “Food? Water? Do you have supplies?”
Jensen let out a sigh again; this one so long and loud that Jeff worried again. “Thank you for not getting mad at me.”
Jeff stopped y the door; he loved Jensen, he did, and he would never get mad at him for helping others. “I love you Jay…” Jeff said as all answer to hear an “I love you too.”
He got into his truck convinced he had to go for Brianna who apparently was the one who understood Jared the best; he stopped at a 24/7 store and got first aid supplies and some other stuff; he even got pizza remembering Jared liked those. Once he had everything in the car was gathering courage to go talk to the police officer when he noticed something, Hilary, she came down the street with her mother; Samantha was smiling and laughing of something her daughter had said until she just stopped and turned around finding him as if she knew he was there.
“What’s wrong?” she said as soon as she was close enough to see his face. “Jeff? Is it Jodie?”
He smiled; she was always worried about other’s wellbeing. “No, it’s Jensen… those ferals he protected are back and one of them is hurt… ”
Samantha made a face and a sound of sympathy. “aww poor puppies… they had to be really scared to be back…” she said keeping the rest of her words to herself.
Hilary looked from her mom to Jeff. “Do you know the dialect? Because Jodie said…”
“Are they blue ones?” Samantha asked. “I know the dialect they use, some green too but mostly red…”
“Do you know what are they escapimg from?”
Both ladies spoke at once but Jeff only had ears and eyes for one.
“Mongrels…” Jeff said. “a band of them were following them the first time…”
Samantha moved past them; ignoring the way the younger ones were looking each other in the eyes like the secret of life were there. “Let’s go! I’m not letting anyone get hurt by a bunch of flea infested mongrels.”
Jeff finally noticed the lady getting into his truck and Hilary let out a giggle. “You won’t convince her now that she’s set on helping them.”
And there they were… driving towards Jensen’s land at full speed in the middle of the night. The idea of Jensen pissed for bringing Hilary didn’t registered until they were passing the fence.
Jensen had left the door open and the light on all the way to the second floor.
“Jensen?” Jeff asked carrying the supplies and leading Samantha and her daughter. “jay?”
From the back of the house he heard the voice. “here!!” they rushed and as soon as they passed the door noticed the vomit on one side and the smell of puss.
“Dear Lord…” Hilary moved fast. “what happened?” the man growled when she touched him. Jensen was holding his leg with puss and blood covered hands.
“seems like they used some kind of poison; the blood is too dark and…” he looked at her. “thanks for coming.”
“I just want to help..” Hilary said smiling and looking past him to Jeff and his mom. “momma, lease tell him I’m here to help.” Smnatha nodded and moved closer where the light illuminated her face and she had a whole view of the two ferals, her gasp coming from her was a surprise. “what’s his name…” she let out breathlessly.
“Tahmow…” Jensen let out and Tahmoh opened his eyes looking at him offended.
“Tahmow means sweet corn, the name is TahmOH.” Samantha let out almost angry, one might think Jensen offended her brother.
“Sorry...” he said worried looking at Jeff who just made a face.
Hilary opened his eyes turning to her mom. “mom?” she nodded with a face of pure shock.
“Let’s do this sweetie, lets…” she cleared her throat and finally facing Jared. “I’m Samantha from no house; I was like you, a runner…” Jared perked up surprised and faced Hilary. “they want to help, okay?” she faced Tahmoh. “Okay?” he mewled and nodded as Hilary finally uncovered the wound and did her best to stop the bleeding.
“This is amazing, you did a good job.” She said as she was cutting the last thread; the wound was still red and angry, but now was closed and cleaner. “You did everything you had to.” Jensen felt proud of himself; and he didn’t even care that it was Hilary telling he had done good.
Jeff helped Jensen wash after they had finished and Hilary had cleaned herself while Jared finally moved to hold Tahmoh’s hand.
“Did it hurt too much?” he asked softly; the last thing Jared wanted was to embarrass the alpha in front of the others, especially with the woman who could understand them.
Tahmoh wasn’t all too conscious. “We’ll leave, okay? As soon as this thing heals, we’ll go north; we can change colors, I’ll pledge alliance to any alpha that promises to protect us…” he mumbled. “Nobody is going to hurt my mate.” He fell asleep with Jared’s fingers pressed against his lips and Jared was overwhelmed with something deep for the way his friend even hurt wanted first to protect him and keep him safe.
Once they left Tahmoh in the room with Samantha they moved downstairs, Jeff looked at Hilary while Jensen moved to Jared. “Come, you’re pregnant you need to eat, you need to rest, and there are many things…” Jeff and Hilary were out of sight already when he couldn’t control himself and hugged Jared.
“so good to see you…” he said holding him close; Jensen heard the phone ringing but paid no attention, without understanding himself he kissed Jared.
As kisses go this was nothing special; nothing more than two mouths touching and two guys enjoying it… unless you were Jensen or Jared. For Jared it was his first kiss, the very first tiuem someone held him like that; as if he were fragile, and weres are not fragile; nobody had ever treated him like he were fragile, it should anger him but no… instead of anger it felt good. And the touch of those lips on his made him want to flinch away after just a couple seconds he melted against Jensen and how demanding and strong his lips felt as he sucked on his lips and touched every bit of Jared’s mouth with his tongue, the smell, it was all too much and his knees felt weak.
Jensen; he felt as if everything had come to place after a life time searching; every bit of concern and hurt he felt for Jared since the moment the kid left his house disappeared in the taste of that mouth; and the small gasp of surprise at the first contact.
It was magical for them both: but something was in Jensen’s head… Jeffrey.
***
Jeff had a hand on Hilary’s back; she stumbled a bit on the stairs and Jeff moved fast to hold her elbow too and helped her downstairs and into the first chair; she was shaking and was pale. “Are you okay?” she looked at the brink of crying.
“I’m sorry… I-I just… ” She let out a shaky breath and a small sob. “I’m… there’s… ”
“Shh...” Jeff kneeled in front of her holding her trembling hands. “It’s okay if you got scared… You can’t be brave all the time.”
She scoffed and looked up as the sound of the phone filled the air. “there’s something you still don’t know about me…” her eyes noticed how close they were, and noticed too that Jeff was closing the distance. She just closed her eyes as their lips touched.
After months of kissing Jensen daily, after sleeping with him every night; he loved Jensen dearly but it never felt like this. Kissing Hilary was heaven, it felt like being taken in a rollercoaster; it made him hot all over and curled his toes; the girl in his arms felt… right…
The force of the kiss left Hilary mewling and she noticed it and jumped back as Jeff did the same falling flat on his ass and recovering fast to answer the phone.
“Hello?” it was Jim telling him about a couple neighbors seeing mongrels on Jensen’s land. “I’ll do my best to…” the throttle of feet on the stairs made him turn and see Jensen and Jared coming down with matching faces of surprise. “I’ll tell Jensen, and we will keep weapons ready.”
“Say hi to Jay for me, okay?” Jeff hung up after telling him that he will and turned to the group. “Jim had a call; they saw the ferals around here and he’s sending someone to check on us in a while…”
“we have to hide them…”Jensen’s arm flew to hold Jared close and Jeff felt so guilty he didn’t’ even dared to look t them; Hilary passed fast not facing anyone and got things ready for Jared; in a perfect pronunciation she called him to eat. “Even if your mate is sick you have to take care of your baby.”
“Not yet; not my mate.” Jared said and sat down looking at the pizza box with surprise and hunger. “This salty bread is good, can I have some?”
Hilary laughed and looked at Jensen. “He likes the pizza…”
Jensen smile was so bright she felt intimidated; of course Jeff loved him, of course Jeff would stay with him when he was so freaking beautiful…
“It’s Jeff’s fault.” He joked. “Come have a slice too…” Jensen offered her a chair and a plate, Jeff was still walking around rubbing his mouth.
Nothing ever tasted this bitter for Hilary.
***
“Are you awake now boy?” Samantha asked and Tahmoh moved on the bed. “Wake up baby brother…” she said with tears in her eyes. “How is Curtis? How’s dad?” she said and Tahmoh moved.
“Sam?” he said and tears fell from his eyes too. “Sammy, it’s you? Am I dying?”
“No… no!!” she said sobbing. “Not in my watch.”
***
Once police went to check on them and saw nbody was around, Jim left after saying Hi to Jared. It was too late to drive home so Jeff gave Hilary and his mom the master bedroom; even if Samantha didn’t move from the floor next to Tahmoh; she said it was what mothers do.
Jensen kissed Jeff as he passed by. “Thank you…” he said with a smile but not making eye contact; Jeff held him close desperate.
“Nothing to thank me for…” he said.
Jeff saw as Jensen entered the room where Jared was sleeping and he let out a sigh; what was happening?
As he turned he bumped in Hilary coming out of the bathroom and both looked at each other remorsefully. “I...” he started.
Hilary jumped away and her eyes were glued to the floor. “no… nothing to…”
“What... what happened…”
Hilary finally made eye contact. “Nothing happened it was… a mistake, stress, nervousness, the heat of the moment; I get it… I won’t let my feelings get in the way…” she said without even breathing. “You are with Jensen… and I.” she said sad. “I have to respect that.”
Jeff turned as she passed near him. “Hil… wait! What happened”
“No, nothing happened, okay? I respect myself enough to… it never happened.” She entered her room and closed her door quietly. Jeff let out a sigh and moved to the small bed he was sharing with Jensen.
It took almost an hour until Jensen was finally resting at his side.”Tahmoh is better… maybe they can leave soon you don’t have to worry…”
“I don’t.”
Jensen turned to face him. “Maybe you should…”
Jeff let out a breath. “sweetie…” he said looking straight to his eyes. “I kissed Hilary.” Jensen looked at him stupidly, as if waiting for him to say it was a joke. “I don’t know what happened… she was shaking and crying and I…”
Jensen covered Jeff’s mouth. “Okay…” he felt guilty.
“No is not, it is so far from okay…” Jeff said but Jensen put a hand over his mouth to stop his apology. “I kissed Jared… outside the room where his mate is.” he said and Jeff had a face of surprise and betrayal. Jensen hid his eyes. “I’m a horrible person.. I don’t know what happened…” Jeff let out a sigh and Jensen held him close. “I was going to tell you, you just beat me to do it…” he said nonstop; until Jeff stopped him covering his mouth too. “I’m sorry.” He said finally the words muffled by the hand in his mouth. It was an impasse; both with a hand in the other’s mouth.
Jeff let out a breath and Jensen felt the smile under his hand.
“Two cheating weasels.” He said as soon as his boyfriend let him go and Jensen smiled back.
“I promise it won’t happen again… it’s just; I guess is the feral in me… having him around makes e do things I didn’t know I could do.”
Jeff caressed Jensen’s face in the small bed. “I promise it won’t happen again… I just... she looked so vulnerable…” both smiled and kissed before turning off the lights.
“Just… don’t kiss her again? I can blame it to my wild side…” Jensen said and Jeff smiled against the back of his neck. “Jealous?” he taunted and Jensen nodded.
***
“I thought I was dreaming…” Tahmoh let out in a weird desperate voice trying to sit. “but it’s you…”
Hilary was kneeling next to the bed and looked at him blinking. “You’re mistaken me…” she said and got up. “MOM!!!” she shouted going back a bit and Tahmoh who didn’t understood the word recoiled baring her teeth and showing red eyes; Hilary’s yellow ones flashed him and he gasped surprised.
“You’re like me!!” He said surprised as the stomp of footsteps was heard on the hall. Samantha entered the door looking at the man on the floor with amazement and fear. “Baby brother…”
“Sammy!!” he said and tried to move but he didn’t have to, Samantha was on him in seconds; hugging him and kissing his brow repeatedly. “Samantha…” the whine that came out of Tahmoh’s mouth made Samantha sob; and Hilary was crying too standing by the door.
“I thought I’d never see you again…” she said sobbing.
“I thought you won’t want to see me again…” he said hiccupping to drawn his sobs; every tear he had contained since he was a kid; since he had to let her go was now coming out.
It took them a long time to be calmed enough to finally talk.
“I don’t get it you had a boy!!” he said looking at Hilary once they were introduced.
“I had to…” Samantha said. “I had to protect her; if it were a boy we would’ve known immediately, with a girl you have to wait until her first heat… I couldn’t risk her to them.”
“So you raised her like a boy?”
Samantha nodded. “I know you smelled Jared’s baby already; he’s going to be omega.” Tahmoh nodded. “mongrels only search for omegas; they use their own blood to reproduce….”
Tahmoh looked surprised. “It was never about Jared?”
Samantha shook her head from side to side. “it was never about the mother; it is never about the soiled one; father knew, and he didn’t want to deal with the mongrels coming over and over for her…”
“So he kicked you out?” Tahmoh’s voice broke a bit at the realization.
Samantha nodded. “He sent you and Curtis for me when Hilary was about to present.”
Tahmoh looked horrified. “That bastard!!” he turned surprised at the laughter of his sister.
“I’m strong brother; and I took care of my kid; she’s amazing and so well adapted here.” She said one of her hands flying to her girl. “You’ll see, this place is great, you and your mate…”
“He’s not my mate yet.”
Something in Hilary’s stomach felt weird at that confession.
“Why you waited’ why you stayed there if you knew you couldn’t go back?” the man asked.
Samantha smiled. “I had to make sure to do thing right, I came often here and learnt words; learnt their ways and I had to say good bye too; one day when things had to be done I ran…”
Tahmoh passed a hand over his face. “I’m glad you found a home.” He said asking for a hug again and Samantha hugged him laughing.
***
Hilary left the room while brother and sister got to catch up and went straight to the kitchen; days had passed until Tahmoh finally woke up and she was used to the house now; and the smell of burning wood. She looked out the window and saw Jared coming marching to the fire where a pot was set. Jensen right behind him carrying wood and huffing offended at yet another antic from the feral.
“Since his belly grew he’s being coming and going nonstop.” Jeff said; it was past six PM and Jensen’s house became a mandatory stop for them.
Hilary still felt self conscious near Jeff and Jeff wasn’t himself either. “So… why are they cooking outside?” she said not turning to see him.
Jeff made a sound half amusement half frustration. “Jared throws up everything Jensen cooks inside, and Tahmoh don’t eat it either.”
Hilary laughed looking down. “It’s getting dark… should we help them?”
“Sure.” Jeff led her with a hand on her back; and she held her breath nervous. Jared turned at them immediately sniffing the air.
“Food not ready.” He said in a heavy accented voice and Jeff nodded.
“We know; but we want to help; is dark and we should go back inside soon.”
Hilary moved one step ahead and took whatever it was in Jared’s hands. “He’s awake and…” Jared ran inside as if something was chasing him. all three left behind laughed.
Jensen huffed and turned to the pot. “Anyway… this is about to be ready.” He asked for the oven mittens and asked Jeff to open the door for him.
“I’ll kill the fire…” Hilary said and was left behind; just few feet away from the door. The second Jeff let go of the door and helped Jensen with a chair that was on the way they heard a half scream.
Through the window Jensen saw as one of the mongrels was taking Hilary away.
“NO!!!” Jeff ran before Jensen could even react; he took the phone and called Jim. Before following him; Samantha ran down and one sniff was enough for the strong were to know what was happening.
“My baby!!” she shouted and ran back to get a shotgun from the rack near the door and followed the men outside.
so yeah, let's see what you think if you like the end I'll post it on the meme.
Chapter 8
and a story written for liverpool46
Tittle: Where We Belong
Supernartural RPF
Pairing: J2, JDM/JA(*), JDM/?
kinks Jealousy, ABO, possible Mpreg, non-con/rape(mostly implied), characters death, love triagle, angst, happy ending.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3 Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
***
“Jeff?” it was Jensen on the phone he had left less than six hours ago!
Don’t get him wrong, he loved Jensen. Jeff loved Jensen the way love stories tell you you should want to be loved. Like that stupid song says; truly madly deeply.. but just… six hours man…!
“Sweetheart..?” he was about to say that he should be sleeping but the grunting on the phone surprised him. “Jay?”
“uuh… yeah…” Jensen sounded out of breath and scared. “listen…”
“Jensen, are you okay?” the heavy panting in the back of the line left a knot of worry on his chest.
“Uhh… yeah?” was that a question? Really? “Jeff, promise me you won’t get mad?” Jeff told him he was starting to worry. “Jared is back… with his mate, they’re both at my house now…” Jeff felt something curl in his stomach, that idiot!
Things with Jensen were not perfect, it was like they were always walking on eggshells; doubting and getting angry over nothing, even if after a couple hours they were cuddling and promising they won’t fight anymore; and all that started with Jared.
“Jeff? Are you there?”
Jeff shook his head to get rid of the anger he felt. “I’m here, come again? Is he back?”
Jensen let out a sigh; it was obvious that Jeff’s anger had sipped on his voice. “Well…. That’s what I said he needs my help Jeff I can’t just kick him out when the other guy is feverish and with an infected wound!” he said angrier than he should. “You heard the guys from wildlife… if they found them here, they’ll send them to a zoo or a lab, help me out!”
Jeff wanted to throw the phone down and go to bed; he had so in love with Jensen; always wanted to be with him, always wanting to take care of him, and protect him…
Now all he wanted was to ignore the man existed… and he felt like a jerk for it. “what do we need?” he said already getting up and slipping his pants on. “an ambulance?”
“Someone to translate? Someone that’s not mom?” Jeff scrunched his face holding the phone between his shoulder and his ear.
“I’ll find someone.” He said and got a shirt n his way to the door. “Food? Water? Do you have supplies?”
Jensen let out a sigh again; this one so long and loud that Jeff worried again. “Thank you for not getting mad at me.”
Jeff stopped y the door; he loved Jensen, he did, and he would never get mad at him for helping others. “I love you Jay…” Jeff said as all answer to hear an “I love you too.”
He got into his truck convinced he had to go for Brianna who apparently was the one who understood Jared the best; he stopped at a 24/7 store and got first aid supplies and some other stuff; he even got pizza remembering Jared liked those. Once he had everything in the car was gathering courage to go talk to the police officer when he noticed something, Hilary, she came down the street with her mother; Samantha was smiling and laughing of something her daughter had said until she just stopped and turned around finding him as if she knew he was there.
“What’s wrong?” she said as soon as she was close enough to see his face. “Jeff? Is it Jodie?”
He smiled; she was always worried about other’s wellbeing. “No, it’s Jensen… those ferals he protected are back and one of them is hurt… ”
Samantha made a face and a sound of sympathy. “aww poor puppies… they had to be really scared to be back…” she said keeping the rest of her words to herself.
Hilary looked from her mom to Jeff. “Do you know the dialect? Because Jodie said…”
“Are they blue ones?” Samantha asked. “I know the dialect they use, some green too but mostly red…”
“Do you know what are they escapimg from?”
Both ladies spoke at once but Jeff only had ears and eyes for one.
“Mongrels…” Jeff said. “a band of them were following them the first time…”
Samantha moved past them; ignoring the way the younger ones were looking each other in the eyes like the secret of life were there. “Let’s go! I’m not letting anyone get hurt by a bunch of flea infested mongrels.”
Jeff finally noticed the lady getting into his truck and Hilary let out a giggle. “You won’t convince her now that she’s set on helping them.”
And there they were… driving towards Jensen’s land at full speed in the middle of the night. The idea of Jensen pissed for bringing Hilary didn’t registered until they were passing the fence.
Jensen had left the door open and the light on all the way to the second floor.
“Jensen?” Jeff asked carrying the supplies and leading Samantha and her daughter. “jay?”
From the back of the house he heard the voice. “here!!” they rushed and as soon as they passed the door noticed the vomit on one side and the smell of puss.
“Dear Lord…” Hilary moved fast. “what happened?” the man growled when she touched him. Jensen was holding his leg with puss and blood covered hands.
“seems like they used some kind of poison; the blood is too dark and…” he looked at her. “thanks for coming.”
“I just want to help..” Hilary said smiling and looking past him to Jeff and his mom. “momma, lease tell him I’m here to help.” Smnatha nodded and moved closer where the light illuminated her face and she had a whole view of the two ferals, her gasp coming from her was a surprise. “what’s his name…” she let out breathlessly.
“Tahmow…” Jensen let out and Tahmoh opened his eyes looking at him offended.
“Tahmow means sweet corn, the name is TahmOH.” Samantha let out almost angry, one might think Jensen offended her brother.
“Sorry...” he said worried looking at Jeff who just made a face.
Hilary opened his eyes turning to her mom. “mom?” she nodded with a face of pure shock.
“Let’s do this sweetie, lets…” she cleared her throat and finally facing Jared. “I’m Samantha from no house; I was like you, a runner…” Jared perked up surprised and faced Hilary. “they want to help, okay?” she faced Tahmoh. “Okay?” he mewled and nodded as Hilary finally uncovered the wound and did her best to stop the bleeding.
“This is amazing, you did a good job.” She said as she was cutting the last thread; the wound was still red and angry, but now was closed and cleaner. “You did everything you had to.” Jensen felt proud of himself; and he didn’t even care that it was Hilary telling he had done good.
Jeff helped Jensen wash after they had finished and Hilary had cleaned herself while Jared finally moved to hold Tahmoh’s hand.
“Did it hurt too much?” he asked softly; the last thing Jared wanted was to embarrass the alpha in front of the others, especially with the woman who could understand them.
Tahmoh wasn’t all too conscious. “We’ll leave, okay? As soon as this thing heals, we’ll go north; we can change colors, I’ll pledge alliance to any alpha that promises to protect us…” he mumbled. “Nobody is going to hurt my mate.” He fell asleep with Jared’s fingers pressed against his lips and Jared was overwhelmed with something deep for the way his friend even hurt wanted first to protect him and keep him safe.
Once they left Tahmoh in the room with Samantha they moved downstairs, Jeff looked at Hilary while Jensen moved to Jared. “Come, you’re pregnant you need to eat, you need to rest, and there are many things…” Jeff and Hilary were out of sight already when he couldn’t control himself and hugged Jared.
“so good to see you…” he said holding him close; Jensen heard the phone ringing but paid no attention, without understanding himself he kissed Jared.
As kisses go this was nothing special; nothing more than two mouths touching and two guys enjoying it… unless you were Jensen or Jared. For Jared it was his first kiss, the very first tiuem someone held him like that; as if he were fragile, and weres are not fragile; nobody had ever treated him like he were fragile, it should anger him but no… instead of anger it felt good. And the touch of those lips on his made him want to flinch away after just a couple seconds he melted against Jensen and how demanding and strong his lips felt as he sucked on his lips and touched every bit of Jared’s mouth with his tongue, the smell, it was all too much and his knees felt weak.
Jensen; he felt as if everything had come to place after a life time searching; every bit of concern and hurt he felt for Jared since the moment the kid left his house disappeared in the taste of that mouth; and the small gasp of surprise at the first contact.
It was magical for them both: but something was in Jensen’s head… Jeffrey.
***
Jeff had a hand on Hilary’s back; she stumbled a bit on the stairs and Jeff moved fast to hold her elbow too and helped her downstairs and into the first chair; she was shaking and was pale. “Are you okay?” she looked at the brink of crying.
“I’m sorry… I-I just… ” She let out a shaky breath and a small sob. “I’m… there’s… ”
“Shh...” Jeff kneeled in front of her holding her trembling hands. “It’s okay if you got scared… You can’t be brave all the time.”
She scoffed and looked up as the sound of the phone filled the air. “there’s something you still don’t know about me…” her eyes noticed how close they were, and noticed too that Jeff was closing the distance. She just closed her eyes as their lips touched.
After months of kissing Jensen daily, after sleeping with him every night; he loved Jensen dearly but it never felt like this. Kissing Hilary was heaven, it felt like being taken in a rollercoaster; it made him hot all over and curled his toes; the girl in his arms felt… right…
The force of the kiss left Hilary mewling and she noticed it and jumped back as Jeff did the same falling flat on his ass and recovering fast to answer the phone.
“Hello?” it was Jim telling him about a couple neighbors seeing mongrels on Jensen’s land. “I’ll do my best to…” the throttle of feet on the stairs made him turn and see Jensen and Jared coming down with matching faces of surprise. “I’ll tell Jensen, and we will keep weapons ready.”
“Say hi to Jay for me, okay?” Jeff hung up after telling him that he will and turned to the group. “Jim had a call; they saw the ferals around here and he’s sending someone to check on us in a while…”
“we have to hide them…”Jensen’s arm flew to hold Jared close and Jeff felt so guilty he didn’t’ even dared to look t them; Hilary passed fast not facing anyone and got things ready for Jared; in a perfect pronunciation she called him to eat. “Even if your mate is sick you have to take care of your baby.”
“Not yet; not my mate.” Jared said and sat down looking at the pizza box with surprise and hunger. “This salty bread is good, can I have some?”
Hilary laughed and looked at Jensen. “He likes the pizza…”
Jensen smile was so bright she felt intimidated; of course Jeff loved him, of course Jeff would stay with him when he was so freaking beautiful…
“It’s Jeff’s fault.” He joked. “Come have a slice too…” Jensen offered her a chair and a plate, Jeff was still walking around rubbing his mouth.
Nothing ever tasted this bitter for Hilary.
***
“Are you awake now boy?” Samantha asked and Tahmoh moved on the bed. “Wake up baby brother…” she said with tears in her eyes. “How is Curtis? How’s dad?” she said and Tahmoh moved.
“Sam?” he said and tears fell from his eyes too. “Sammy, it’s you? Am I dying?”
“No… no!!” she said sobbing. “Not in my watch.”
***
Once police went to check on them and saw nbody was around, Jim left after saying Hi to Jared. It was too late to drive home so Jeff gave Hilary and his mom the master bedroom; even if Samantha didn’t move from the floor next to Tahmoh; she said it was what mothers do.
Jensen kissed Jeff as he passed by. “Thank you…” he said with a smile but not making eye contact; Jeff held him close desperate.
“Nothing to thank me for…” he said.
Jeff saw as Jensen entered the room where Jared was sleeping and he let out a sigh; what was happening?
As he turned he bumped in Hilary coming out of the bathroom and both looked at each other remorsefully. “I...” he started.
Hilary jumped away and her eyes were glued to the floor. “no… nothing to…”
“What... what happened…”
Hilary finally made eye contact. “Nothing happened it was… a mistake, stress, nervousness, the heat of the moment; I get it… I won’t let my feelings get in the way…” she said without even breathing. “You are with Jensen… and I.” she said sad. “I have to respect that.”
Jeff turned as she passed near him. “Hil… wait! What happened”
“No, nothing happened, okay? I respect myself enough to… it never happened.” She entered her room and closed her door quietly. Jeff let out a sigh and moved to the small bed he was sharing with Jensen.
It took almost an hour until Jensen was finally resting at his side.”Tahmoh is better… maybe they can leave soon you don’t have to worry…”
“I don’t.”
Jensen turned to face him. “Maybe you should…”
Jeff let out a breath. “sweetie…” he said looking straight to his eyes. “I kissed Hilary.” Jensen looked at him stupidly, as if waiting for him to say it was a joke. “I don’t know what happened… she was shaking and crying and I…”
Jensen covered Jeff’s mouth. “Okay…” he felt guilty.
“No is not, it is so far from okay…” Jeff said but Jensen put a hand over his mouth to stop his apology. “I kissed Jared… outside the room where his mate is.” he said and Jeff had a face of surprise and betrayal. Jensen hid his eyes. “I’m a horrible person.. I don’t know what happened…” Jeff let out a sigh and Jensen held him close. “I was going to tell you, you just beat me to do it…” he said nonstop; until Jeff stopped him covering his mouth too. “I’m sorry.” He said finally the words muffled by the hand in his mouth. It was an impasse; both with a hand in the other’s mouth.
Jeff let out a breath and Jensen felt the smile under his hand.
“Two cheating weasels.” He said as soon as his boyfriend let him go and Jensen smiled back.
“I promise it won’t happen again… it’s just; I guess is the feral in me… having him around makes e do things I didn’t know I could do.”
Jeff caressed Jensen’s face in the small bed. “I promise it won’t happen again… I just... she looked so vulnerable…” both smiled and kissed before turning off the lights.
“Just… don’t kiss her again? I can blame it to my wild side…” Jensen said and Jeff smiled against the back of his neck. “Jealous?” he taunted and Jensen nodded.
***
“I thought I was dreaming…” Tahmoh let out in a weird desperate voice trying to sit. “but it’s you…”
Hilary was kneeling next to the bed and looked at him blinking. “You’re mistaken me…” she said and got up. “MOM!!!” she shouted going back a bit and Tahmoh who didn’t understood the word recoiled baring her teeth and showing red eyes; Hilary’s yellow ones flashed him and he gasped surprised.
“You’re like me!!” He said surprised as the stomp of footsteps was heard on the hall. Samantha entered the door looking at the man on the floor with amazement and fear. “Baby brother…”
“Sammy!!” he said and tried to move but he didn’t have to, Samantha was on him in seconds; hugging him and kissing his brow repeatedly. “Samantha…” the whine that came out of Tahmoh’s mouth made Samantha sob; and Hilary was crying too standing by the door.
“I thought I’d never see you again…” she said sobbing.
“I thought you won’t want to see me again…” he said hiccupping to drawn his sobs; every tear he had contained since he was a kid; since he had to let her go was now coming out.
It took them a long time to be calmed enough to finally talk.
“I don’t get it you had a boy!!” he said looking at Hilary once they were introduced.
“I had to…” Samantha said. “I had to protect her; if it were a boy we would’ve known immediately, with a girl you have to wait until her first heat… I couldn’t risk her to them.”
“So you raised her like a boy?”
Samantha nodded. “I know you smelled Jared’s baby already; he’s going to be omega.” Tahmoh nodded. “mongrels only search for omegas; they use their own blood to reproduce….”
Tahmoh looked surprised. “It was never about Jared?”
Samantha shook her head from side to side. “it was never about the mother; it is never about the soiled one; father knew, and he didn’t want to deal with the mongrels coming over and over for her…”
“So he kicked you out?” Tahmoh’s voice broke a bit at the realization.
Samantha nodded. “He sent you and Curtis for me when Hilary was about to present.”
Tahmoh looked horrified. “That bastard!!” he turned surprised at the laughter of his sister.
“I’m strong brother; and I took care of my kid; she’s amazing and so well adapted here.” She said one of her hands flying to her girl. “You’ll see, this place is great, you and your mate…”
“He’s not my mate yet.”
Something in Hilary’s stomach felt weird at that confession.
“Why you waited’ why you stayed there if you knew you couldn’t go back?” the man asked.
Samantha smiled. “I had to make sure to do thing right, I came often here and learnt words; learnt their ways and I had to say good bye too; one day when things had to be done I ran…”
Tahmoh passed a hand over his face. “I’m glad you found a home.” He said asking for a hug again and Samantha hugged him laughing.
***
Hilary left the room while brother and sister got to catch up and went straight to the kitchen; days had passed until Tahmoh finally woke up and she was used to the house now; and the smell of burning wood. She looked out the window and saw Jared coming marching to the fire where a pot was set. Jensen right behind him carrying wood and huffing offended at yet another antic from the feral.
“Since his belly grew he’s being coming and going nonstop.” Jeff said; it was past six PM and Jensen’s house became a mandatory stop for them.
Hilary still felt self conscious near Jeff and Jeff wasn’t himself either. “So… why are they cooking outside?” she said not turning to see him.
Jeff made a sound half amusement half frustration. “Jared throws up everything Jensen cooks inside, and Tahmoh don’t eat it either.”
Hilary laughed looking down. “It’s getting dark… should we help them?”
“Sure.” Jeff led her with a hand on her back; and she held her breath nervous. Jared turned at them immediately sniffing the air.
“Food not ready.” He said in a heavy accented voice and Jeff nodded.
“We know; but we want to help; is dark and we should go back inside soon.”
Hilary moved one step ahead and took whatever it was in Jared’s hands. “He’s awake and…” Jared ran inside as if something was chasing him. all three left behind laughed.
Jensen huffed and turned to the pot. “Anyway… this is about to be ready.” He asked for the oven mittens and asked Jeff to open the door for him.
“I’ll kill the fire…” Hilary said and was left behind; just few feet away from the door. The second Jeff let go of the door and helped Jensen with a chair that was on the way they heard a half scream.
Through the window Jensen saw as one of the mongrels was taking Hilary away.
“NO!!!” Jeff ran before Jensen could even react; he took the phone and called Jim. Before following him; Samantha ran down and one sniff was enough for the strong were to know what was happening.
“My baby!!” she shouted and ran back to get a shotgun from the rack near the door and followed the men outside.
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Chapter 8