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I sit here lost in my thoughts. I try hard to make mmyself happy and it gets harder and harder to do. I try so hard in my life to try to just be happy as a person could be but it never works. I could try harder than anyone on this planet and it's always stripped away from me in some form. I hate myself, again.
My family will shun me and make me ( Read more... ) -
To Chickadee~
I try my best to move on and just be myself. I smile and don't say much anymore to anyone. If I smile people won't worry and I won't have to explain myself. Which is for the best. Right? Right..
It hurts like Hell and I can't stop thinking about you. You made me happier than anyone has in a while. A very long time. You were the light in my life that ( Read more... ) -
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And it ended up as one of the best things in my life. I couldn't ask for someone better to be in it. This person makes me happy. He shows me warmth. He shows me I can trust him. He has shown me that he trusts me. We have got so close even if we started out just as something so simple. This is a guy that I want in my life. He is someone I love very ( Read more... ) -
Why fight?
Honestly, it's because someone cares enough to protect, love, cherish, keep and so many other things in order to be part of that someones life. To hold on to someone even if it hurts. To smile through the worst of times and laugh at the best of times. To make sure when you get up in the morning that person is still breathing and there. To wait for ( Read more... ) -
"Love"
I don't hate him.
I don't hate the person he's with
It's just...
I fucking hate the word "love".
Why is it EVERYTIME I fall in love...
This would be the second time...
It always backfires on me. It's sickening. I'm in love with a boy. <3 ( Read more... ) -
Pathetic as life is...
It's there and will smack you in the fucking face. Nothing will stop it ( Read more... ) -
Update! DAMN!! 31 weeks?!
Yeah, that's how long I haven't been on. I went to AnimeExpo 2009! I must say it was fucking epic as hell! I met new people like Hinata, Lily, Jackie, that boy that cosplayed as Keichii ( I MISS HIM! GAH!!!), Sora, Rin, Ryu, the two cosplaying girls that cosplayed as Lelouch and Suzaku! I GIVE THEM PROPS! The other I may have forgotten!I had fun ( Read more... ) -
Just a small one...
Since, I haven't updated this in forever and I'm listening to random music and playing Final Fantasy 7: Crisis Core for the second time around ( Read more... ) -
10 more days till I'm a happy boy~
Ouran boxset! My cousins first birthday! I'm uber excited. The hopefully most awsomer trip to California. Then I'll be going to Arizona. Back to Colorado! Back to California! O_O OMFG!!!! YES!! And a possible sidetrip to Utah or Nevada...I'm going to be traveling..all over!!!! o_o I'm excited!!! hgfhfghfgh ( Read more... ) -
So, then...
Going back home sucked ass. It was depressing. I got sick from stress. Ugh ( Read more... )