I am quite possibly amazed ( Read more... )

Dark reception ( Read more... )

I can't do it
I thought I could
But I can't
It all hurts too much
I don't think I can be in this world much longer

Night time. Just before going to bed is always the hardest. During the day I'm around people, laughing, having a good time. Then it comes time to lay down and be alone with my own thoughts. I am doing much better then anticipated. I'm not really angry, and I'm not so depressed I can't live life. Sort of well stuck in between trying to figure this ( Read more... )

They've all moved on to better things ( Read more... )

Its ok
Ill be ok
Keep in mind the end result
I will go to school
I will be on stage again
That's all that matters

Keep thinking about the morning of my birthday
How he talked about that party
As soon as he said her name I just knew...
It hurts so much to think of all the possibilities
How he danced with her
Flirted with her
Complimented her
Remembered with her...
I'm so tired
I can't sleep
Toss and turn with haunting dreams
I miss him
God how I miss him

My mother wants me to be at NVI listening to ryan and caryn sing right now ( Read more... )

I'm going to do something much different ( Read more... )

He's going to be "seeing someone" when he comes back from korea ( Read more... )