I'm feeling better about something and not so good on others. Mostly with people I would say. But! The really good thing is I have a job! Just in the nick of time too, my landlord was preparing my eviction notice and everything. T_T But this job pays well enough and it's easy as pie, running a register at a mexican restaurant. Only problem is I ( Read more... )

It's amazing how things fall into place. I've had the strangest feeling lately and then I found this icon that put into words what I couldn't figure out. It's not like I'm crazy either, a friend was just commenting how I'm like a phantom in memory. When he thinks back he can never remember I was around. I've literally had him start to tell me about ( Read more... )

I hate almost every ending that can happen. TV series, books, friendships, familiarity, even sorrow. My list could go on and on....Of course some things are a relief when they end, like pain, the physical kind. Strangly I also don't regret the ending of people either, at least not the only kind I've even been privy to. Elderly people who can barely ( Read more... )

Actually I already know the answer to that is yes. More like I should ask, how evil am I? Since I fucked with "daaahling's" mind a little tonight. Evil I know. Plus I laughed when my friend went and did the same thing to the same person. I think he had a bit of trouble going to bed after that....Gomen! Not to mention he kinda just left, it was ( Read more... )

I really want a cd burner. I have so many awesome mp3s that I wish to listen to where ever I go now. And now that my mp3 player literally exploded this limits me to cds only. I swear, it exploded in my lap, in the car. I had the hurl the mother out the window, thinking back it was quite an amusing event. Me wringing my hands over my precious baby ( Read more... )

I've been looking around my room and I just realized how many manga novels I have laying around that need to be put away. But I have no more room on my book shelves! o_o; Plus I doubt I can fit another book shelf in my room. I already have most of my hardback books crammed up on the top shelf space in my closet. >_>; ....Maybe start using underbed ( Read more... )

So I had to open my big mouth again with the idea of helping someone and made things worse....and worse and worse and worse. I really hope I didn't mess up permanently. Seriously now, I'm going to leave the heart to heart talks and advice giving to my friends now. At least with them I never seem to "cut off my nose to spite my face" as the saying ( Read more... )

So I spent a "eventful" day at home for my day off, cleaning and unpacking yet more things. It's amazing how much stuff you realize you have after a move...And yet I find I'm missing so many things too. Like trying to match cds to jewel cases, that was an impossible task. Heh sad part was by evening my room looked rather more messy if less boxy. ( Read more... )

Smile smile! Gotta remember to smile right? Le sigh it's hard sometimes...this shadow is very tired. Too tired to keep dogging other's heels, that gigs been getting boring anyway. I'm thinking of a new tactic lately, like curling up in my rooms and satisfying myself with anime or drawingor needlework. Jeezu I've been reduced to picking up my ( Read more... )

Yea it's been what two months since I posted ne....Gomen, gomen but things have been crazy for me lately. Moved out of the house, no internet, no money, yada yada...You get the idea ne. But my life's not all that bad now, I get to hang out with friends a lot more and do what I want in general which is enjoyable. I do get pissed at myself for ( Read more... )