The best way to your heart is through your head, and someone in your life who is very intriguing understands that. Be open to this person's attempts at probing conversations; nosy questions are not attempts to 'dig up dirt' on you -- they are part of an effort to understand what makes you tick. It's okay to trust this person's motives. You are ( Read more... )

check this shit out:
panic attacks all day, trying to find someone to cover my shift tonight.
chicopee - nope
northampton - nope
amherst - nope
longmeadow - nope
e. longmeadow - nope
enfield - NO ANSWER?!

wtf is this? and everyone from my store has plans or is already working. killkillkill.

this lj is dunzo, say goodnight.

creating unnecessary internet drama is awesome.
i would confront you about this, but it would appear that this is the best way to get the message across, seeing how you regard my livejournal so highly.

I wish I didn't need money so badly because I want to call out of work and spend the afternoon in the gym, instead ( Read more... )

i just feel inadequate and pathetic and the fact that i'm writing this right now just proves that i am ( stupidstupidstupid )

fuck.

I don't know why I'm holding back, I want to leave this place. I cannot live this way forever. And sure, I'm a little nervous, but nobody ever accomplished anything by doing only what was most comfortable.

In this lifetime you are apt to undergo a series of death-and-rebirth experiences, Caitlin, deep personal crises which force you to make radical alterations in your self or your life, and to dig deep within to find the resources to begin anew.  You are attracted magnetically and karmically to the very people and situations which will compel you to ( Read more... )

why i hate television: reality shows. who really wants to watch a show called "one punk under god?" tons of equally interesting people exist in real life, yet we watch these idiot quasi-celebrities on tv all day. if i watch tv, i want to see something that isn't "real," so i can maintain a separation between reality and television. i think ( Read more... )