Went out with Billy and Rusty last night, had starbucks, enjoyed myself. Will give more details in next post ( Read more... )

Billy and his boyyyyyyfriend Rusty are coming over tonight. I was a little hesitant to start any new relationships with people, and even now, less than an hour before they get here, Im a little weird about it. But I think its important to start moving on. And like, the whole "get back on the horse" saying or whatever... I think this is a good idea ( Read more... )

Ugh. So one of my newest best friends, (Andrea) who I met back in like, the 5th grade, had this thing going with Joey for awhile. Well theyve been distant and on non speaking terms for a minute, so I figure that their little fling or whatever is over. Well, today Joey and I woke up fighting again. He was cleaning up a mess that I left in our room ( Read more... )

Ok so fuck. I just found out recently, that two very special people in my life both decided to drug me awhile back. I thought Joey was just trying to take care of me this one day when I was feeling like shit, but it turns out that him and my brother slipped sleeping pills or something in my milk. My own brother gave the love of my life some mystery ( Read more... )

Ok so, I just got out of the shower, and I THINK Sean, Joey and I are gonna go out to kick it with Andrea down the street in a few. So I'll start updating you all about where Ive been and shit... but I might not be able to finish ( Read more... )

Alright, Ive finally managed to bring my fat ass to the computer for a way motha fuckin overdue entry. I know that the entire continent of Australia is wondering how and where the hell have I been. But Im not gonna tell you.. yet. I wanna first, dedicate an entry to a special nigga that was there for his homie when he needed him. :P Richie.. thanks ( Read more... )

Just letting all of you guys know that Im still alive. Just like jello! Anyway, I miss everyone and I hope all is going well.

I am seriously 100% no bullshit losing grip. I am so fucking close to the edge. I cant take anymore of the pain that comes with my existence. I fucking hate my life. I fucking hate myself.

*heartbroken*

I Remember
Walking Through The Park
Just Shooting The Breeze
Kissing In The Shade
Those Were The Days
Lounging In The Den
Breakfast In the Bed
You Let Me Have My Way
Those Were The Days