i am going to stop typing in here becase obvusly people can't take what i say without saying i am being a bitch and or negitve... and a journal i thought was saying what you feel and what you think. if you don't want to know what i am feeling or thinking then don't read it. i'll still be at Myotaku. thank you for you time. bye

last night i feel asleep at around 5:00 then i woke up around 6:00 then i fell back asleep and woke up ever hour till now. i don't know whats wrong with me last night i kept crying i told myself to stop. i even had pulled out the candel. everytime i feel asleep i drempt of somthing gore that would happen to me. i even had a dream i was stiing by ( Read more... )

really bad day can't talk crying at the moment talking to melissa on aim...bye

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i am really bored right now... i got back from melissa's a little while ago. i had lots of fun. we went to get ice cream and i keep screaming out the windows lol melissa and stephanie joined in. we even played laser tag a few times. lots of fun. but that night when we were going to go to sleep we slept in tylers room melissa's yonger brother. i ( Read more... )

omg this morning i woke up at 6:00am i then i started to get ready for school. how sad lol i took me a while to notice why no one else was up. then i changed back into my pj's and went back to sleep i felt so stupid. then when i woke up again i woke to nick telling me i had to babysit soon. i was so tired. so i got up and got dressed then i was ( Read more... )

my mom and i went for a walk at fram park it was fun. we got to spend lots of time togather and i love talking to her. yesterday blake came over. it was kinda boring but oh well. the movie we watched wasn't all that good and after that all nick wanted to do was play games. blake made the mistake by wipsering in my ear one to many times and got me ( Read more... )

nick has his little girl over... i bet their having fun alone down stairs... i really don't like it when she comes over... all she talks about is having sex... i mean i know i am like that but i have never done it and probly wont for a long time... but she'll go into deatil... i came up here hoping that someone was on obviously i was worng. so i am ( Read more... )

right now i amnot suppose to be on the computer becase i am grounded for a week so .... oh well... i slept over at melissa's last night and this morning we ate at denny's it was really good. i had a nice cup of coffie and some eggs (scrambled) hashbrowns and some bread. it was really good. the convo was... intresting.. i kept laughing at stuff that ( Read more... )

today we had 4-6 hour exams. 4th and 5th i didn't have one so i sat in the commens. witch was fun for me for 5th hour becase blake was in there and i wansn't alone. but when 5th hour came and i saw josh and rayne i knew that it was going to be alot different then i thought. it was nice that blake was there but i saw that he was kinda... blah... so ( Read more... )