man, haven't been on this in a long long time, normally I only do this when I feel the need to scream but don't have anywhere to do it, but my life has been quite the opposite. I'm living alone in a little studio apartment in the center of madrid, this is my first time never having to share with anyone and it's incredible, so happy. I guess I'm ( Read more... )

Hi guys, haven't posted in the longest time, I'm alive, well, and happy, like my job, decent group of friends here even though it seems like I've isolated/been isolated from my U.S. group. How are all of you? Does anyone still read this? More to come.

no news is good news, I'm great, how are you all?

neo stands on the verge of satori; ready to resolve the parodox of choice and choicelessness; free will versus fate, but that can only be achieved through an act of surrender after an abandonment of the perspectile nature of truth, accepting the totallity of present consciousness which ultimately allows an evolutionary transition. transcending the ( Read more... )

I HAS INTERNET!

hosted my first party in spain at my house for halloween, I did a jedi two face, shaved half my head for the costume, (see facebook for pictures) went out til about 6.30 in the am, got back, shaved other half of head, I now look like Mr. Clean minus the earring. Classes are good, got a raise, but got some hours cut, making about 50 less a month, so ( Read more... )

I HAS A HOUSE! Old part of town, house is 120 years old but recently renovated, modern bathroom (not a bucket and a hose like previous houses), huge bedroom, queen size bed, and a 5 MINUTE WALK FROM WORK! Only thing is it is 120 years old and even though it is recently renovated it´a little....well....let´s just say if I drop my pen I know what ( Read more... )

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different angle, need an ac paradise account (which is free)
http://www.acparadise.com/ace/vid/5450

I am in fact, quite bitter.

Had a conversation the other night with someone about how we both have had fantasies of being stricken with amnesia, and what it would be like to have a clean slate, to not remember anyone or anything. Has anyone else ever fantasized about that?