[Everytime I try to fly I fall...]

[swordandscales]

I guess it's alright if I talk about it...I mean I haven't really talked about it since it happened...That "it" being "him" being Ash

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[madeforabuse]

So you were in love with Ash, Miss Saft?

I mean... I guess I always assumed as much. But you never really wanted to open up about any of this stuff before.

Maybe it's none of my business...

[swordandscales]

...I think so, I mean...I-it's hard for me the only other person I've ever looked up to as much as I did with Ash was Touga...Maybe it's for the best yanno? Maybe I'm just not supposed to be with anyone...Perhaps I was just always meant to be a loner.

[madeforabuse]

But I thought you said you were with Mr. Zabel now...?

I wonder what being in love is like... My master used to say he loved me. I never really knew what he meant. Maybe as a son? Or as a student?

[swordandscales]

...C'mon Gerald, even you've got to admit me and Zabel aren't even really that close...if anything we fight alot and I push him away more than anyone...You and Lockheed are the only people I feel I can talk to.

Love? *Blush*...it's a nice feeling, It's a nice warm feeling from deep inside of you that you don't want to be without 'cause when it's gone you feel colder than you ever did before you found love in the first place...Heh great now I'm sounding like some kinda poet or something, Kinda silly huh?