See, I dont know why I liked you so much ( Read more... )

See, I dont know why I liked you so much ( Read more... )

Why is this so complicated? I really don't think I feel like I did last week. I know I don't feel the same way I felt last week. We've got nothing to say to each other unless that is we are fighting. He doesn't make my heart swell anymore. he just whines all the time. or yells at me. were always fighting. and this all happened like over night it ( Read more... )

ok so I'm need some fucking help. i don't know what to do. i 'm torn. we got into a fight today and he said if i was there he'd probably hit me. HE FUCKING SAID HE'D HIT ME! what do I do? jesus christ? do i want to be that relationship anylonger, to find out if he would actually hit me? what a fucking asshole. hes mad, big fucking deal, get over ( Read more... )

Fuck..It like 1:30 and im soooooo awake! yet i feel like i could fall asleep. I've jobie crud tomorrow. if its still happening. I start at the coffee shop on the 10th and im not going to Banff. Its not the kind of job i thoguht it was going to be. im not even going to apply. Im going to go to camp. Its what I've wanted to do from the beginning. I' ( Read more... )

i hate my father.. he pisses me off. fuck. i had the worst day ever and he just makes it worse..everything is my fucking fault all the time..him and mom fight, nmy fault, dishes arent done, my fault, laundry not done, my fault. he expects me to make him food...i FUCKING COOKED ALL FUCKING DAY THE LAST THING I WANT TO DO IS GO HAME AND FUCKING COOK ( Read more... )

Oh mann, so far i havent herad back from the fishing place. I hope they hire the other person...im going to talk to chef Shore tomorrow about Banff Spring.. see whats going on with that..when i go (if i go) what kind of postion it is and so on..I have to go to workon wednesday. ugh...i havent even started and i dont want to go! oh well. school was ( Read more... )

Why do I have to be differnt. Why can't I have a bad day and when I'm a little short with someone I get in trouble. I fucking hate my friends. they are assholes. Im fucking sick of jobies, I wish i didnt care so much. I wish i was one of those people who just kind of drift through life..you know? those people you see just kind of doing their job, ( Read more... )

I went in for my interveiw today. It went really well. Im going in for a couple hours next week. I've decided i dont want to go on th fishing barge. I dont care about the money anymore. I want to go to jobie things and i REALLY want to go back to camp. i dont want to go away. anyways..im really excited about this job at "starbucks." I effing hate ( Read more... )

I've decied I'm not going to worry about it anymore. If i get this job oin the barge I'm going to take it. and if i don't then thats fine too. This is an excellent opportunity and I'm not going to miss it because of one day. Rachel will forgive me eventually. Its not like im goine forever either. 3 months. and i get to come home for a week sometime ( Read more... )