why do i do this to myself?

things will never change... they always end up being the same type in the end...

i just wish i knew how to quit this addiction

"my bad"... that's what they all say

well, yesterday work was shitty... it was a completely volunteer golf outing so i didn't even get to drive the carts, katherine and i had to do all the bitch work of hauling cases of drinks from the walk in and fill 4 carts and then haul ice to put in those 4 carts since the ice machine down in the cart barn was broken. but i got to ride the ice ( Read more... )

so i woke up and ate breakfast and then went tanning with my parents and then we went to red robin for a father's day lunch (i love how today we have to pretend to actually get along). after that molly and i went to target and i bought some new tank tops to wear under polos and whatnot and then i came home and talked myself out of going shopping (i ( Read more... )

so today i had to work allllll day... but that's ok, i made $20 in tips! yay! but then i spent 2 tonight at the creekside festival, but i'll get to that. so today i had these women bitch at me twice and i was getting very fed up with them so i said to them (in my head, of course), you should go fuck yourself... but then they left so i was happy ( Read more... )

so i decided today (in my stroke of geniusness) that i should get a third job so that i can work mornings. i've heard that abercrombie kids is flexible with hours so i'm thinking i should go take a look on sunday and see if they're hiring and if mornings only would be possible so that way i could work there in the morning and then go to either ( Read more... )

sooo umm... yeah, i guess not... fuck it... i'm through once and for all, if you want it you try a little damn harder

ok, i'm confused as to how i feel right now ( Read more... )

well, here i am, it's 8:30 and i'm awake because why? oh yeah, cause i'm sweet and last night me, lily, steph and amanda went to the movies and then went to kroger at like, 12:30 and bought four pints of ice cream and ate them at steph's house. lily had to work at 8:30 so i just left when she did because i have to take molly to work right now ( Read more... )

well, i do believe i left this LJ on bad terms last time and i have since calmed down (although, kelly did tell me he was going to call me the other day and i told her i hoped she warned him not to)... so wednesday i worked at winding hollow and i don't think anything too interesting happened other than the fact that the club that's right by us ( Read more... )

OH MY FUCKING GOD... WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU????? so i have a story for the world to hear about what an asshole someone is (if you know me at all, i'm sure you know who i'm talking about, but just so i'm not giving him a bad name, which i really should be considering how fucking idiotic he is, i won't say his name)... well, everyone knows ( Read more... )