school is amazing
Kappa Delta is amazing
my boyfriend is amazing [5 months and going strong]
life is...amazing

i leave tomorrow.
fuck.

i hate packing my entire life into boxes. 
there's so much.

so this has probably beent he most interesting week of my life. i found the man of my dreams. i mean he's perfect for me and i never felt this fucking great about a man in my entire life. it sucks thought because he lives in Texas and i can't see him until august 22, which is move in for freshmen. i'm so ready to be there wtih him. i mean i talk to ( Read more... )

ladies and gentlemen...
...i have found my prince
and i haven't been this in love in my entire life.
MSU is the best thing to ever happen to me.

wow saturday is graduation. friday was my last day, so today was my first day where i didn't have anything to do. i'm laying out all week because i really really want to be tan for graduation, but i may just go to totally tan and give in to my tanorexia. it's crazy to think about that saturday will be the last day i see so many of my classmates of ( Read more... )

prom was amazing, this weekend was amazing. i wish certain things were different, like taking a REAL date and not just a friend. i was craving affection and clearly not getting it, even though country realized that and held my hand for the ride home which was totally needed. it was just an awkward night and i was highly irritated by everything and ( Read more... )

in the blink of an eye anyone can be gone, and that's what happened. RIP Kristina Edgeson...i'll miss you dearly.

i'm getting really old. and i don't want to grow up. it's like suddenly we're like women and men. jeez, i have to grow up soon and figure out what i'm doing with my life and that's so scary...it's almost offically over. *sigh* high

I realized he's second hand smoke. It's something you don't really think about until all of a sudden you realize it's really killing you. I'm sitting face to face with loneliness. I just want to close my eyes and get out of this mess, wait did I see forever in him? I hope he never goes. Sitting there, just waiting. That's all I could have done, is ( Read more... )

this is crazy. he makes me smile, laugh, squeal and melt at the same time. BUT there's no way i could ever actually him. you know in the movies//tv shows when girls would say "he's too good for me!" this time it's actually true. he really is. he's perfect, and i mean perfect. i did my former school today, i passed. i get my assignments tomorrow so ( Read more... )

i think i actually like him for who he is. that's crazy. things are crazy. 25 days. thank the Lord.