Lets see, the story of my life ( Read more... )

so school is fucking retarted. i am back for the first time and teachers think ive been there the whole time. whatever bullshit.

oh wait ... nope

"okay so they are best friends that talk shit about eachother - now THAT is a best friend relationship"

umm yea lovvvvvvvvve it

people are stupid

hmm so i definetly leave in 2 hours. and im not gonna lie, im not that excited about it. id rather be going with friends somewhere. or hanging out aroundhear. im jealous of some people. ansa knwos what i mean. and very frusterated at the same time.

"i love you

i hate you

if you only knew what ive been through"

idk what to think anymore

kinda ( Read more... )

so today is my birthday. idk it hasnt been that GREAT of a day so far.

i wanted to go to school but i couldnt.

this morning i woke up after falling asleep at 3 and woke up at 6, then realized i had to go get my bone scan done. i went to the hospital and my moms not feeling well so i had to go alone because i had to get this done so ic an go ( Read more... )

i cant believe im still sick. i got home from the emergency room the other day and my parents want to admit me to the hospital, they think i either have a back problem or apendicitis or some kind of stone. im pissed. how gross is that??

they want to admit me to the hospital tommorow, im not going. I WILL FEEL BETTER

except i have this shooting ( Read more... )

i cant belive it, yep im going BACK to the emergency room. this is complete bullshit. i cannot believe it. i really cant. what the fuck is going on?? i hate doctors and needles and everything else. it just makes me want to cry. why am i not better. i cried all night friday night from so much pain i hate this more then anything i really do. i just ( Read more... )

so ive been confused, again, still. this is stupid ( Read more... )

ya know what. some people need tolearn when to shut the fuck up. you are just soo annoying it makes me sick. i hate you, i really do, you drive me crazzzzy.

some people just need to learn to GO AWAYYY...please

so i need to go to target to get a few things, besides i havent been let out of the house liek a month, thsi is killing me!!

my sister ( Read more... )

im so tired of being sick. this is becoming ridiculous. i just found out i now have mono, hepatitis, and ebstein-barr, and that if i do end up back at school next week i can only go for a couple half days because people are retarted and doctors think my fucking spleen is going to rupture. ya know i think they should just take out my spleen. its ( Read more... )